A funny afternoon

Well despite the frustrating morning i had today (grr, psychology.) I had a laughing afternoon! So firstly I happened to bump into (not literally! xD) Glassy, and we walked and talked about ice skating tomorrow and then we reached the dining room and ashley was there! just looking at us! and then i saw a glimpse of her trying to hide her GIGGLE away from us!! hahahaha. Then he said goodbye and ash straight away said: meerrrrrry, stop flirting with glassy!!! and i went - whuuuuuuuuuuut, i am not!! hehe.. then suddenly someone BIG accidently bumped into me and I turned around and found minwhoo appologising (hahaha.. he nearly knocked me over) - of course, ashley telling me to stop flirting, and then fauzan just... randomly walked passed me and pushed me along on purpose, staring me down , still of course ashley shaking her head, and then my calculator fell . haaaih. I looked up and saw frank so i said " oh you won last night! " and he smiled and just patted my hair as he walked along and right at that moment, ashley went : OHMAGOD. MERRY! and i bursted out laughing because in that whole 10 minutes, so much things happened and ash was just so funnny!! hahahaha.

Anyways im in such a good mood because we are going ice skating tomorrow!!!!

Love always,

U know, i should really start.

I should really start doing my psychology analysising thing. Meh.
So anyway, I will post up pictures of fun times, with my brother and i.. instead (:

My brother is a superstar

His favourite teddy from when he was a baby! [which is um.. lost now.. somewhere..]

Me likey when i get to cuddle him (: which is most times he..he..

I will always love you Gucci , no matter what. ♥

With Love,

Whilst world-issueing .

OK! im quite concerned at myself for not already completing my world issue oral that is tomorrow!

eeeeeeeeeep.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
#1 = he opened the door for us
#2 = he opened the door for me, and letting me go in first

2/25 one month to go (:

With love,

ILoveyou sunshine (:

It was such a lovely day today (:

And it made me happy.

Happpy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to Becca & Anti !

I hope you both had a great day ; ) x

Quick! Before the sun goes down.

Well im in a jolly mood now! and so im gonna take this moment to blog before the sun goes down and i start to get all lazy! ahaha. Sooooo, today, some of my highlights included:

Me and Lianne photo-whoring! LOL, Ashieeee getting 9.5/10 for english! Me getting an 8/10! The sunshineeee and beautiful weather today! Having a flirting arguement with Ashley! And accusing Aik and Ashley flirting too! ehehehe.. apart from that, Maths.. world issues..english was exactly normal but bio today was extremely boring

Mmmmm, so nothing much else happened today, so ordinary, but i really really want holidays right now. And that phone I've got an eye on hehe,

With Love,

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaih.

Humiliation

Well a few hours ago, i just felt like an idiot. Ku kirim sms kepada 0rang itu tapi malah (instead) temannya (sang leader) sms gue kembali! Katanya, orang itu lagi sakit dan tidur, tp dia akan beritahu dia kalau saya sms dia. But even now it's like 11.30 dan dia tidak sms gue! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh, BETE deh! Ini kedua kalinya temannya answered his phone! haaaaaih, so humiliating. But even so, mungkin orang itu benar2 tidak suka sama saya lagi until dia tidak mau reply gue.

Now here's the question: ' should I, go up to him and speak to him face -to-face ? but will he even want to talk to me in the first place??? and i dont wanna embarrass myself even more! TT '

With Love,

New Term, New Problems

New Term, New Problems.

I havent updated in like 2 months for various reasons. Reason 0ne:

- I cannot be bothered being so committed! >.<

- I've got WAY too much homework to do~

- And distractions have gotten in my way 0.o (i.e - facebook........... ahem..)

So anywho~ ! Back to my title, it is true~ almost everyone has changed, just because the term has started. Me and Ash came to realise we're alittle anti-social loners just because some friends of ours from last term , dont really talk to us anymore this term. Its like, WE'RE the ones that have to put the effort to keep our friendship otherwise they will just answer in one word ! And that thing with Franco, f*ck those rumors ! I swear it was probably PST 4 or that ex-NAVY BOY who influenced greeny to stop talking to me! like whatever now! I dont talk to him anymore because of those rumours, and stuff that effort of being nice to guys . Does it have to be such a big deal until these gossips ruin MY friendship with them ?? == whatever now.

Its time to move on. What's done cannot be undone.

With Love,

Formal

Our formal was so much fun ! Except for my dress strap coming off on the second dance!! And we had around 8 dances so it was so annoying because when it came off my dress on the right side was slipping down = so i had to use the second strap but that kept coming down as well! = thats awkward. I was so affraid that my dress was going to slip down. TT But i have posted some photos for you to see for those who dont have my facebook:

With Love,

depressed2

Mmmmh, just webcaming with sokhom tonight.

So depressed ya know. With the whole him leading me on and then turns out to be that i was foolish enough to believe so, and this is some sort of game for him. Guys need to know to respect girls feelings. I told him that unless he proves that i AM his friend, until then i will believe he hates me. Seriously my mind is filled to its peak. Now probably whenever i see them, i will feel so... emo you know. Just because im not as 'mature' as they expect me to be, there is no reason for them to hate me . Please, before they judge me or anyone else, who wants to be happy and laugh, then they should judge themselves. It really hurts to know that they hate people for stupid reasons. It is really unreasonable for them to hate people who have done no wrong to them . For goodness sake, if they think that we are immature, how about them ah? they are immature themselves for not even trying to deal with it face-to-face but instead, bitch about me or anyone else. As if they are God and are perfect. Pfft, you think all the actions you do is normal? And hey, i never judged you and stated clearly that i hated you guys for doing those. Because maybe its your life? So i have no right to hate you for a stupid reason like you judged me for being different.

Seriously you boys should grow up and you shouldnt hate people for laughing. If you judge us and hate us for immature reasons, Go Get a Life. That is, a non-judging straight life.

With Depressed Love,

Does crying make your whole group think to even care?

Does hating me for who I am make it fair?

Does leading me on and then finding out this is all a game , please you?

Saya Benci kamu: Donut 1, Greengrapes, Peanut & Hazelnut.

Just to let you know, that now, I really do.



- Unless you have been perfect all your life, judge me all you want. But until then, keep your filthy tongue shut.

So depressed & tired

Oh well today was not much better. Yesterday i got sick with a sore throat - which has recovered today but now i have flu. == really really not pleasant you know. I just healed from my sickness last week and now the flu came back! just goooo away~~~

Sighhh, and today, me and ash werent even stalking them ohKAY but we managed to see them EVERYWHERE and superstar would always see us! So embarrassing!! hahahah. but yeah, ash told me today that now all his friends call her little sister and then candy said 'dik' so many times, more than donut 3 and now the paranoia has come. What if candy falls for her??? Seriously laaaaaaaaaaaaa. Greeny already thinks that i dont exsist anymore TT and now shes gonna take candy away from meeeeeeeeeeee. Huhuhuhuhu TT.

Sigh, well at least the formal is coming up! Im excited about that, although i REALLY hope my flu goes away by then.. = if not... oh dear. And Ashieee is coming over on that night and i shall fix her fringe since she chopped it off!

ohhh and now, ashley is like my own personal body guard against roberto, hahahahahha. its so funny how she protects me from him... lol

Anywhos, despite my super tiredness and stress and sickness, i must get on with psychology and maths homework!

With Love,

WEBCAM WITH WEI WEI

WEBCAM WITH WEI WEI (Y)

YUUP, its 12.01 am in the morning! (GOODMORNING PPLS!) But yaaaaaaah, im so bored, cannot sleep so i was webcaming with weiren since 11.00pm somethhing.. but too bad one of his dorm friends wanted to go to sleep so he had to turn off his light and turn his webcam off : ( But yaah good fun ^_^ . Oh and now hes telling me to DANCE .. [our convo]


Weiren. says:
*HAHA
*:D
*im such a hypocrite
*and were you singing
*OMG YOU ARE SINGING
*:P

M e r r r r r y : they're a part of the list, ♥ says:
*LOL..
*weiren i sing and dance most of the time
*hahaha

Weiren. says:
*HAHAH
*really?
*DANCE
*NOW!
*:D
*LET ME SEE YOUR MOVES
*HAHAHA

M e r r r r r y : they're a part of the list, ♥ says:
*HAHAHAH
*if you arent webcaming and im the only one webcaming WHILST DANCING, its alittle awkward..
*hahahaha

Weiren. says:
*LOL
*YOU WANT ME
*TO TURN ON MY LIGHTS
*AND DANCE WITH YOU
*THROUGH WEBCAM?
*HAHAHAHAHA
*SURE I'LL GO TO THE TOILET THEN
*HAHAHAHA

M e r r r r r y : they're a part of the list, ♥ says:
*HAHAHH
*LOLLLL
*wait.. a-are you serious?

Weiren. says:
*LOL
*I DONT KNOW
*:D

- LOL HILARIOUS YOU KNOW :D Hhhhhm its morning and weiren has made my day! :D :D :D

Hmmmm 12.48am, im showing wei our CAMP LICOLA - THAT LEAP OF FAITH! omgggggggg so freaaking SCARY you know!! If you wanna see what YEAR 10's WILL DO search it up! " LICOLA CAMP "

=O
=O
=O
I'm SO not doing it!! NO NO NO>> i mean usually im so daring to try EVERY activity, but if it has something to do with LEAPING IN MID-AIR, than NO . WAY . hahaha.

Oh and btw, today, was school photo day and i think i looked HORRIBLE on the individual photos : ( hai... and then peter was teasing me about aaron being my HUSBAND. ==" and wafie, ash and EVEN AMAL (who was suppose to beee on my side!) was supporting peter.. ahahahha. == friends sometimes. lol.

And oh, today, Roberto was like chasing after cassie , like forcing her to take part in the Italian photo, and cassie was like : nooooo, and roberto just keep forcing her, so before he came to her, I was like trying to stop him pretending to be a body guard for cass ^^ but, he was too strong and he pushed me along the waaaaaayyyyyyy . huhuhuhuhu : ( lol. But eh , me him and ash had an okay convo at lunch and ash was expressing HOW MUCH SHE HATES BOYS WHO STALK GIRLS. She was practically lecturing him. Hahahahhaha.


ANYWHOS, WEIREN keeps telling me to hurry up and finish blogging cuz he wants to seeee it!! hahahahhaha. ( i sweaaaaaaaaar he is self obsessed xD xD xD )

With Love,

NEW loving.

Guess what! I think saya suka orang baru! :D Seriously ya because saya berdansa kan, and we had to get partners just for our graaand enterence , and i SERIOUSLY didnt want to be partners with *coughjessecough* cuz ash was already with vincent and he was in front so i was like freaking ouuuuuut. So bowen was standing in the middle looking like @_@ so ash is like: GET CANDY! so im like caaaaaaaaandy comeeeeeeeee. Hahaha. Yeah.. kemudian, waktu we had to practice again, dia pegang tangan saya (on top) dan dia bilang " Merry, just pegang tangan saya seperti ini ya.. " and im like Oh okay .. =$ I was so .. suprised.. and from that very moment dia bercakap dengan saya dan dia turned out to be baik hati. Dan saya dapat thump-thumps untuk dia! Yeah it happened in World Issues when Kant was talking to Candy and then Candy looked at me and dia senyum to meeeeee because he was [ ok he was tlking in Chinese but i knew kant was saying how i was his partner ] but he was saying that he's happy to have me as his partner! Hehe.. mungkin ya, MUNGKIN saya baru saja jatuh suka sama dia.. ^^



So dance was pretty good ^^ BUT i felt sorry for asssssssh. She was SO depressed that superstar wasnt in our group!!! It sucks! That means she cannot dance with him anymore :( Now we cant see his adorable dimples :( and we dont even have WAFIE or AMAL either! =O



Sooooooo, our formal is in 2 weeks ^^

Hmmm what else happened... OHH me and ash have DEFINETLY realised that Sokhom's laughter is highly contagious. Whenever he laughs, we laugh and the more we laugh, he laughs more and then so forth . hahahah.

AND Roberto is a STRANGEEEEE strangeeeee guy. Hahahaha. Way to hit on ash. LOL. But anyway, his lame jokes made me and ash laugh so.. ehhh. lol

Enough for noww : )

With Love,

Friend Betrayal

- This was for Monday 24th -

S o m e t i m e s t h e c l o s e s t t h i n g s w e h a v e i n l i f e , b e t r a y s u s w i t h a s i n g l e l i e.

Yeah I'm emo this night.
I found out why [my daughter] had been ignoring me this week despite her reunion friendship with Ash. It's because my so-called-friend whom I still talked to, despite all our friendship group's problem, told a lie to her about me. So kesal with all this drama. Saya tidak perduli sekarang, live life like you have no problems. Yeah, I dont want to end up being depressed. But just to let you know, kamu sudah menyakiti hati saya. Is this what friends do? Backstab eachother when the other friend needs comfort from them? You judge now. Think before you act or say. Because as the saying goes "once a cheater, is always a cheater " and now I change it - dedicated to youh: " Once a lier, is always a lier. "

Love quiz.

1) Taken or single? - Singleeeeeeee.
2) Do you like it? - Yeeeeeee.
3) Would you kiss your ex? - Certainly not.
4) Have you ever had your heartbroken? - Noo.
5) Do you think there is ever circumstances when its okay to cheat? - No.
6) Are you missing anybody right now? Definitely!
7) Do you want kids? Yes I do.
8) Would you ever consider adoption? - Mhhm. I'd rather have my own.
9) If someone likes you, would you want them to tell you? - Uhh its your choice.
10) Do you wish you were with your crush? - :D oh yes please!
11) Do you want someone you cant have? - Uhh? I'm not sure about this one.
12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? - Yes, of course.
13) Do any of your ex's still have feelings for you? - I Hope Not! Otherwise he's cheating on her!
14) What are you doing right now? - Doing this quiz, chatting and 'studying science'

Oh oh oh . You save me when I need youh. ♥

Got bored. Procrastination.

Just come with your heart,

- and leave the rest to me. I promise, I'll be your cure ♥

So Males Today

Sorrry I couldnt be bothered blogging yesterday.

But Friday was alright, dancing was good fun but me and ash got separated! :( Also we did the lame boring simple dances == so eeeh. Maths & English were same as. But in world issues , i was really bored cuz the people i sat next to didnt talk to me once again and im like ugh whatever. But luckily franco talked to me for a bit.. but then he and saharat had to go to their group and since MY group werent talking to me or DOING anything, i just left and went to kant. You should have seen their expressions. They were giving me the evil glare of dooooooooooooom. Oh well, because Kant let me be in his group! :D and he talked to me MORE than the total amount of talking they have EVER talked to me in the WHOLE WORLD ISSUES term! So seriously tell me. Did i do the right thing?

Japanese Cute Curl Hairstyle!

ZOMG! I WANT this hairstyle NOW!

But i bring gooood news too! I've searched on youtube and they showed me how to do this hairstyle using a hairstraightner and paper! Serious! NO JOKE!

==

Hey Ppls.

Sighh. Well yesterday i couldnt blog cuz i was dead sick. Seriously, as soon as i got home, i was like half laying in my bed, and i couldnt move. All i did was moan cuz i would super super sick. Its probably the 2nd time in my life where i was so sick that i couldnt move. My temperature was high, my cough was much worse and flu started coming. So my mum gave me dinner and i went to bed at 6 hoping to wake up at 7 cuz i needed to finish homework but i ended up waking at around 9-10ish and i was twice as moaning and my parents were giving me medicine. I hadnt done my homework cuz i seriously could not move :( and i kept waking up during the night cuz my temperature was extremely high .. sighhhh.

But anyway, today i woke up feeling better cuz my temperature went down. But now i have the flu! Ugh....! But i dont like staying at homeeeeee! I misss all my friends!

With Love,

Greaaaaaaat & Fuuuun Day!

Zomg! It was the best ever geography class ever! Because Ms Treanor had technology problems and she was out of the class for like 35 minutes! So me amal peter and kant talked and laughed so sooo much! It was soo much fun! =D and peter was so hilarious when he did the interveiw with me and amal! hahahaha and kant & peter asked amal about her boyfriend and then they asked me how many boyfriends i have already haaaaad, etc etc ^^ and it was their EXPRESSIONS that was the most funniest! Peter was SO serious when he was interviewing amal and so kant and me were just giggling awayyyyy cuz kants like: =O Peter never stops interveiwing! hes so serious! Keep going peter! - Hahahahaha. Oh and Peter suspects that me and ash perve on superstar.. == well at least ASH is close to superstar.. hahaha!

OHHHHHHH at lunch, me and ash were walking as usual and when we passed the green room, ash is like: omg merry, perfection was loooking at u just then! and im like: ??? OooOh.~! So i turned and i saw him! hehehehehe. And then i got all giggly.. while ash just rolled her eyes! hahahaha. but we walked past the green room again. and before, i had to take deeeeeep breaths before we walked past again :D and so we walked past and I saw perfection looooking at meeee again! :D :D :D :D :D And ash is like: omgg merry! I swear perfection looked at u before but u didnt see so he faced down.. but then when u looked at him again, he looked at u again! - OHHHHH now to think about it, im geeeeeeetting masssssssive thump-thumps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aduhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Jatuh cinta laaaaaaagi kaaaaaaali.

With Love,

FINAL

Alright! I have just been editing this bloggggg for like 1 hour! And I've finaally finished! OH ASH! I HAVE EVEN SUCCEEDED MAKING THAT TAGBOARD/COMMENT BOARD! Hahahahaha arent you proud??? ;P Anywhoooooos , Im quite happy with everything so faaaaaar, but I'm still figuring how to put my picture on it... hmmmm.

Well school was ok, APART from the miseraable weather! ughh. but eeeeeh we had principles awards and *PERFECTION* did a speeech about his schoool. I was LOVESTRUCK. HE is sooooo confident!! And *hehe.* I said bye to him after school and he's like turning around to see meeeee and hes like: ohh, see youu! *teeeheee* But yeeeeeeeees, at lunch ash and me had nothing else better to do than to perve on cutie! ▪♥ mwahaha.

Geographyyy was quite gooood. Kant talked to Amal alot cuz I let him sit next to her. Hahaha. But apart from that, Im still doing homework! ENGLISH! NEARLY FINISHED!

With Love,

Past - Present - & - Future

Omgg todays weather was horrrrible! And me and ash werent allowed to eat in the dining room today : ( sighh. only for boarders.. But today was pretty usual.. geo was quiet except for me, amal, kant and aaron talking : ) and also sarah and aiden arguing as usual haha.. But after school, i talked to him. He doesnt want to believe that ash doesnt love him. He will wait forever for her. But apparently, ashley's bro and aik have talked to him so i think it may have settled for now. Right now my head is .. ugh. Ive got her & gang in my head and then ive got lim in my head. seriously i dont want him to be part of my life. its getting stressful..

On the bright side of the day, I introduced myself to Roberto with ashh since we needed a powerpoint and the only one left was next to him. So i found it rude or something if i didnt introduce ourselves.. so yeah. But umm i know all the girls are drooling over him and all, but i looked at him the same way as all guys : ) he is pretty friendly so its all good..

With Love,

You shall have to wait my friend ; )

I'm not going to write about the weekend cuz nothing interesting happened.

But

If anyone's wondering why my blog is so boring and green, just so all will know, I'm waiting for a friend to ask her friend how to do the code thing so that i can change this template ; ) So please be patient

With Love,

Oh hahaha. teasing ~

Well yesterday was quite a goood day again..!
Yeeeeep me, ash and amal were all teasing eachother about who we like but ashley, she's like, I dont like waffi, but merry does! hahahahaha, friends sometimes! hahaha. Anyways, Amal was teasing me in front of him so i hope he doesnt take it seriously.. :D Annnnnnd, weiren, im not gonnna tell youuuu! hehe... ^_^ Ohhh and janey, you owe me one chocolate cuz i felt sorrry for u having to buy me 4 . hahahaha

With Love,

I wonder.

Today was filled with pleasant and unpleasant things!
Why does he not realise the fact that my bestfriend cares about him so much?
Why does he just let some other girl get in her?
- u g h - you are just the same as typical boys who have no complete perasaan
tenatang cewek yang suka pada kamu. What is wrong with you?

- - - - - - - - - - - - -

Basically it was a typical day, me and ash stood at the emo heater area and Sokhom & Aik joined us.. blah blah blah. My orthadontist appointment was so not worth how much we travelled to reach there! The check up was only for like less than 5 minutes! Unbelievable! But i should be getting braces sooooon! Eeeek! and i have to pull out my wisdom teeeeeeeeeeth! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! Ew.

Oh oh! I found out the cute guy's name in year 11! Woooooot! And Ash's brother had the idea of calling him Latte! And now that is his codename! :D

Okay in Geography class, i was discussing with Amal that me and ash thought wafi is cute.. and she soon got really suspicious that i was going on and on about him. ^_^" And shes like: You like wafi, dont you? and she started to laugh and then i started to giggle and my face got red, and then i look up and next thing i know, kant and peter were looking at me. And then Amal is like: Oh your boyfriend's are looking at you all the time - And my face got even more redder! And we just couldnt stop laughing! And it was good to get closer to Amal ^^ shes so friendly! But i said: Noooo they are not my boyfriends! But it was true, Kant and Peter had been talking about me, once again.

Oh! Also, me & ash were like running around away from sokhom because he wouldnt do a dance for us! Ah good times ^^ . Oh also, as i was heading towards ash and sok, the german guy just suddenly threw the football at me. And im like: "Um.. *picks football up and throws back (shouts) "I dont play like these!! Sorry!" and he looked at me and said sorry but he didnt smile! Then suddenly ash pulled me and told me that sok said that he was trying to flirt with me, and im like Um nooooooooo. because why would he be interested in me!?? Weird.

With Love,

And it all starts now

Wow.. this is all new for me :D

Im still so nervous about what I should write!

Eh! I might as well start going on about my day, it was rather interesting!
Firstly, I became friends with Sokhom :D He is soooooooo funnny! Hahaha. Like how hes like: "Oh,you two are going to be in my psychology experiment" And me and ash were like Ummmmm.... *SHUFFFLEEEEEEE* and then the MORE we shuffled, the MORE he laughed evil-ly!! hahahahaha. SO funny! And and and.. I have actually spoken to Peter for the first time! Yes thats right, Peter! Well he talked to me.. saying that he supports that Aaron and me should be together..==" But yeeeeeer, he even smiled at me! Thats like WHOA! Cuz usually he is so sombong! But anyways, ehhhhh, i was so embarrassed that Kant, Peter and Jerry were alll teasing meeeee!! And Kant and peter were talking to one another about me in Cantonese so i couldnt understand! TT
But anyyyyyways, it was an interesting day filled with laughter and embarrassment!

With Love xx