For all those drama series lovers. . . ♀ + ♂ = ♥

Hey Lovies!

Well.. since I didnt go to camp this term ( T____T ) , i am so bored everyday. . . .  and lonely . . . . *sniff*. But it's okay , i still have my indo friends, and my australian friends are coming back tomorrow! so im quite excited and ready to hear about everything that happened! hehehe. anywhooos, my friend Ashley See, told me to watch this Chinese Love/Comedy Drama TV series. . and i was like, o k a y _i _ w i l l. . . . (but deep inside i was quite lazy. hehe.. because i am just lazy in general to watch series nowadays xP) but anyways, i did end up watching it. and. . .  let me tell u this. 

Hi, My Sweetheart, is THE BEST SERIES EVER!!

 I would rate it 5/5! and i got SO ADDICTED it was not funny! because each night i would watch a few parts instead of doing homework. . . . *looks at ashley* and hence, i believe that ashley see is a bad influence.

hehehehe... xD . But anyways, I hope that you readers will watch it too, and dont worry, there are eng subs!! Like as if i can read chinese!!!! hahahah. it even took me like 100 practices before i pronounced 'hsueh hai's' (the main character's) name correctly. wkwkwk. haahha..

To watch the first episode,  CLICK HERE !! it is the one with english subtitles for all you non-chinese speakers like me.

But before that, il give u some info, just to get you going ;)

Hi My Sweetheart (Taiwanese Drama)

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Description: Xue Hai was a certifiable dork when he first arrived in Shanghai. After his schoolmate Bao Zhu saved him from bullying, she became his first love. Then, a misunderstanding caused them to lose contact when she moved back to Taiwan. He thought she dumped him. So he transformed himself from a dork to a hunk in order to seek revenge. 

Main Cast : Show Lo as Xue Hai / Lin Da Lang

Rainie Yang as Chen Bao Zhu

Lee Wei as He Yan Feng

Maggie Wu as Mo Li

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I Hope you enjoy the show as much as i did!

BTW - This show is NOT ONLY FOR GIRLS! You would be surprised that guys watch this show too! Its not only romance and other mushy stuff.! It is really funny and im sure you'll enjoy it too!

(p.s - for people who tend to cry during romantic movies, keep tissues with you at all times for this show) hehehehe.

 x mwah.

A FRESH START FOR MY BLOG ❤

hello world ^^

i decided to makeover my old blog cuz it was getting old...!

so its the new beginning to this blog starting from this post!

each post will have a theme filled with pictures, links and other interesting things i find on the internet! So wish me luck kay, for this new fresh start ! ^^

love always , merry x

A new life - i have to move on.

Heys, sorry about my last post about being all mushy. I just had to say it all out. But its true now, if he is purposely trying to hate me to forget about me, i should at least do the same. just think all the negatives about him. and surprisingly i didnt think about him today! so woot!

Oohhh today i worked in the library. Apart from it being music-less, it was interesting to see so much novels there were~~ but yeah, it was interesting.

This year is so much different. Last year, I was quite close to a friend girl, but this year i think our friendship is like faded. she prefers siting next to her closer friends who are also my friends, but i miss how we had the friendship last year... she has even stoped telling me things about whats happening around the school.. i dunno, i just feel quite sad that weve lost our bestfriends status..

I also dont know whats wrong with Franco. what is up with the rumours and reality? Well ive tried to communicate but he stoped so what can i do? i tried so i tried. im not putting effort and shame and humiliation like last year.

on the other hand, Frankie is still frankie ^^ hes still my big brother who i care about so much :)

i hope we can be forever friends. . .

Year 11 in general is really hard. after finishing my english essay, i have a whole bunch of things to do tmor! i must stay off the laptop all day, until i finish all my paper hw! so that i dont get distracted! lol!

ohh, btw, i have made so much friends from indo! theres ricky, ido, tama, seven, siscca, fiant, agyiel, okky, rian, reza, ari, ady, willy, sammy, andri and much more! Who knew indo life would be much easier to get friends!

but the guys are so flirty! hahaha...

Anyways, better finish my essay then sleep!

byebye ^^ ily.

Present. Now. Oh the never ending dramas.

Sigh. You have missed so much , my dear journal. I predict that you have missed a whole chunk from my book of my life journey. I didnt mention on the previous post.. But I went out with Kevin twice. So many things were happening and now we are apart. Call me mushy, but I still have feelings for him. In the past 5 weeks, I missed him everyday, every morning & every night. Although i had a bf at the same time, my feelings couldnt let go. I realised that My Love for him was just torturing me , because I cried almost everyday. there was a moment where i forgot about him and i thought i had moved on. but the urge to speak to him kept annoying me. It was around 3-4 weeks , that I hadnt spoken to him. My friends who had hated him before, told me that he has changed. He has become more studious and not fighting anymore. I felt so proud of him. My heart skipped a beat. I knew it was time to speak to him. But he never answered me. His friend told me many things, from how he also still loved me and how he cant forget about me. But how could kevin not reply anything I wrote him? he was so cold to me, i cried for that reason too. My heart ached. My eyes burned. And my pool of tears never ended. For sometime I was certain i was depressed. Depressed that i had wasted the precious thing i had in life to escape from my hands. No boy has ever made me feel this way. The final time i spoke with him - i yelled at him speaking in english but of course he didnt understand. When i confessed that i still liked him, he confessed as well. But that was the ever last time he spoke. From that day on, he didnt respond to any of my emails and IM's. I felt like i was going in my depressed mood again. and i did. i wrote him a final note on facebook, i mentioned the song - kenangan terindah - and i wrote him a poem. I even wrote the letter of his first name to state and prove that it is for him, and him only. I admit it is emo. Emo. Emo . and Emo. I feel like my heart has been ripped. I feel like my heart has stopped beating. No matter how many goodlooking guys i see out side of kevins world, my heart returns to him. only him. I saw him ONLINE and so i told him. (knowing that he wasnt gonna reply anyway.), i told him, kevin, i wrote u a note on fb. i hope you read it, because its for you.. and i left. he never replied my message . as i'd predicted. Last week, His friend told me to sms him, and so i did today, but yet i still get no reply. Today, But his brother told me that apparently he does hate me. But he mentioned it with a smile, so his brother thinks that hes lying. So what should I do? PLay the game and try to hate him too so that I can forget about him? I dont know.. If we are meant to be, then we will get back together, but if not, his name is clearly written in my heart, for ever. Because its like he has stolen my heart. And if he is trying to hate me to forget about me, there is no point in trying anymore. I have to do the same. I have to forget about him. No matter what my heart says, i have to forget him.

i must.

and i will.

Aku dulu sayang kamu , Kevin. Aku dulu selalu berharap kalau aku dapat menerima pelukan hangat dari mu lagi. rasa sayang dari mu lagi. dan rasa yg sama waktu aku jatuh cinta sama kamu. I want to fall in love with you , again. I never want to never let you go... but i have to. because that is your decision. and i must respect that. Your name is still written in my heart. And the door is always open for you baby.

Love forever & always,

-Merry, with tears. xo * a memory i taught him.. *