F Cuz [korean band]

mmmmmm, good stuff :)

. k a m u    j a h a t  .

definitions of love

.knpa aku merasa ga enak ya.
.mengapa cinta ini selalu aja ada masalah.
.apakah selama ini aq hanya buang waktu saja?
.berharap yg berlebihan ?
.waktu'nya dah cukup.
.aq gag bisa tahan lagi.
.karena kelakuan dia bukan apa yang disebut 'cinta' ♥

BOYS_ ARE _ PMS-ERS

JUST WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH ME?
AND WHY THE F DO I KEEP GOING BACK TO YOU?

WHAT THE SHITE IS MY PROBLEM ?????
WHY THE F AM I ADDICTED TO YOUR STUPID POISON!?

Bib-be-die - bop- pa -dee - boo!

OLA :) So yesterday i went a little overboard . I apologised to Kevin for replying him late . and then i agreed . and then i pressed , THE SEND BUTTON! I cant believe i got trapped into temptation!!! = =  . so yeahhh ash was like ..omg-ing why did you press send???? because anyways ,, i cant go back and rewind time!!! and then i told tambie and emma today and they were like - OWH MERRRRYY!!!! - -" . hahahah . hehehehe . well ' lets see how it goes :) does that mean we are sort of ... dating again? ... hmmm . but anyways , i missed his IM by ONE FRICKEN MINUTE! and he poked me on fb ! which indicates that he was anxious cuz i didnt reply him on anything . hahaha .  cute :) hehe . but yeahhh his new FB status was like (*translated) - What am I suppose to do now? Should I push it over , let go or even just forget about you ? But everytime I think of doing that , my heart tells me , no . ...... awwhhh does he plan to let go of me ??? and leave me?? just because i was late to reply him?? *sniff , i think im getting a bit emotional now.. i really hope he doesnt do that.. otherwise , my heart wont be complete anymore . i wont have something to look forward to. i wont have something to look forward to when i visit indonesia , to see him!!! T_____T 

please dont leave me kevin..... aku sayang kamu amat sangat . ... please, i really do . 

OK this song is STILL in my head! hahaha! Here are the lyrics , if anyone was interested to know :)

What You Waiting For –  MizzNina feat Colby O’ Donis

CHORUS – Colby
Baby I never seen someone wit your body
You make me wanna get this party started,
Hey baby come and tell me what’s the score
Baby, baby, tell me, what chu, what chu, waiting for

CHORUS – Mizz Nina
Baby I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come and get me it’s all your’s
Baby, baby, tell me, what chu, what chu, waiting for

VERSE
Colby
It’s your birthday so tell me what you wanna do

Mizz Nina
It’s my birthday I really wanna get with you

Colby
Drop the beat now and baby we can get it started

Mizz Nina
We’ll go insane and take it to the after party

HOOK

Colby
So whats your name, hey baby what’s your name, oh yeah

Mizz Nina
Sexy’s my name, yeah sexy is my name

Colby
Ok, and what’s your game, hey baby what’s your game

Mizz Nina
Ok i like to play, I, I like to play, ay,

CHORUS Colby
Baby I never seen someone wit your body

You make me wanna get this party started,
Hey baby come and tell me what’s the score
Baby, baby, tell me, what chu, what chu, waiting for

CHORUS Mizz Nina
Baby I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come and get me it’s all your’s
Baby, baby, tell me, what chu, what chu, waiting for

VERSE 2
Colby
Hey sexy girl from kuala la la lumpur

Mizz Nina
Hey baby thats me, i’ll be on the dancefloor

Colby
I got chu a surprise, we’re poppin up in vip

Mizz Nina
And if I ask nice can I take you home with me

HOOK x2

CHORUS

Bridge

Colby
Baby, lets get crazy, come on loose control, ol, ol

Mizz Nina
We’re gonna tear up the after party, I know you want some more, oh, oh, oh

Colby
I wanna see ya, work that body, Drop it down real low, low, low

Mizz Nina
Hey baby, come and get me, tell me, what chu, what chu, what chu, what chu waiting for.

CHORUS

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Hehe , sorry i had an urge to do that . the song is just so catchy! hehe . anyway just got back to school today. so weird, cuz me and ash started having a giggly session about some hot guy in this korean MV ad . hahahah . n_n . well its not our fault we are stressed so we start watching some korean thing so cheer us up ! hehehe . but what.. the guy was hot..... *shifty eyes* . but it was fun , giggling once in a while! cuz seriously , being at an IB school .. without no laughter or having fun.. is just .. yeahhh it wont be like your even living . cuz we basically dont have a life apart from being stuck on computers all night doing some PORTFOLIO or STUDYING FOR A TEST! gahhhh. so yeahh . as you all know , im banned from facebook . so i guess kevin will just have to wait 3 weeks for my reply :P . lets just see how much he misses me and how much pain it is to be given suspense from me not replying him! haha . then, only then , will i reply him , yes or no . *hinting you what he might have asked me* hahah . anyway , i do miss him . and my parents know about him :| i tell you , it was sooo awkward when my dad started giving me the 'talk about teenage love' 0____o . and yet he still doesnt understand that me dating kevin, DOES NOT MEAN THAT I WILL MARRY HIM! ...... = =" ........ hahaha . but yeahhh today me and ash started getting emotional in the library at lunchhhh .. about how much we just want a guy right now who cares about us , who will always be there for us at times where we are stressful and how he can just come  up and hug us tight saying that no matter what we're going through , he will always be there for us . <3 *sniff * .. sigh . AND I JUST WANT SCHOOL TO END ALREADY!!!!!!!! I dont care about no portfolio or TOK essay!!!!!!!!!!! we need to study for exams!!!!!! T___T . You know , today in the car , my dad was telling me to stress-less.... *shifty eyes* . he said i stress too much . 0___o . hahaha . but yeahhh its nice to know that my parents said that they arent aiming for me to get 7's in everything . but my dad still believes that i will get 99% in IB ..................  yeah..... anyways........ lol... hahahah . and we just discussed about how maybe my brain hasnt developed or some shizz cuz everyone else in my class understands except for me.. i mean i dont mind if i repeat year 11 but its the CAS im thinking about!!! imagineeeeee I WOULD WASTE ALL THOSE HOURS FOR WORKING AT THE LIBRARY AND THE SKI TRIP!!!!!!!! the ski trip isnt exactly CHEAP~!!!!!!!! but then my dad was like , ahhhh dont worryyyyyy . just join the ski trip next yearrrr , il pay for you.. 0_____o ..... yeahh i dont know why my dad is being so nice to me nowadays... ahhahaha .. n__n but i should be thankful . hehehe. 

I LOVE YOU PAK & IBS ... heheheheh ..xxxxx foreverrr!!

Alright , just a little warning to my fellow facebook friends ..
IM BANNED FROM FACEBOOK!!! For 3 weeks, until exams are over!!!!! :O :O :O
so im sorry if you write me a message and i dont reply you!!

My current favourite song thats been stuck in my head (ever since tambi and ash kept singing it! hahah) is the song sung by MizzNina Ft. Colby O'Donis!! Its awesomeeee. Check it out why dont chu :)

The Music Video >>> What you waiting for

goshhhh! exams are in like 3 weeks! :O

now i understand why you couldnt let go of me either .
my mind just clicked back to the time when i rang you.
when i told you how much i was disappointed in myself for disappointing you.
for betraying you.
i rang you at the public telephone.
so desperate for you to forgive me.
hasnt any other girl done that to you?
you said to me that day that no girl has ever cared about you like i do.
you hurt me over and over again.
but my mind spins every day.
i dont know why you are so unforgettable.
i love you.
you meant the whole world for me.
you taught me everything about love.
and now ive lost you.
but you still keep the key to my heart.
i really beg of you to return it to me.
i loved you.
but now i just wanna move on.

Your love is like my drug to me .

Because  although I know your love hurts me over and over again,

Yet somehow I cannot stop.

I've come to realize that your love has injected me & has infected me and has become my own personal addiction. I'm telling you right now that its killing me inside .

Do they, in any chance , have that spare drug for me ?

to erase my problem and addiction i have of him?

Reminds me of 'Alice in Wonderland' ...

Who's more prettier? hahaha.

Nawwws , so cute!

Absolute fail on photoshop much?

*notice their necks, cheek and adam's apple.!

                                       

Thats all for tonight . i think im addicted to blogging again! all thanks to tambi! hahaha . jks. ohhh btw, emma said her mum let her go to the indo trip! woooot! xD 

xxx

i just set my relationship status as 'open relationship' with kevin . 0_o  okay , i just dont know why ! I guess its because im so sick of him asking me , and its getting to nowhere so i invited him to in open relationship, where (according to katie) means that we can still see other people as well .. which is about right ? idk.. im confused. he didnt even reply my last email or my wall comment. so i dont fricken care whether he approves or not . im so lost with everything and studies and bleehhhhhh. :(

You disappoint me .
Over and over again.

Friday 14th .
we are 1/2 unofficially dating .

How cute are these!!

Woah woah woah.

OH MA GAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Freaking out. freaking out . freaking out!*

OK! This is what happened. I'll tell you the full story , beginning from yesterday . SO, i was talking to ash about kevin, how he had asked me when i was coming back to Solo ... and then ash suggested that perhaps he wanted to see me again. But i thought - nahhh thats impossible. he probably doesnt like me anymore . but anyway , we then talked about how IF we saw eachother again, next time, i would attach some sort of webcam on me so that ash could see him. OR we suggested that i could meet him at some cafe WITH my laptop and then secretly put the webcam on minimize so that when he comes it wont be obvious. HAHAHAH. ahhh we come with such creative ideas :) ANYWAYS, TODAY,I was in the car and i decided to check my facebook inbox messages to see if i had new emails or not . and it turned out that I had 1 inbox. So i opened it. Hoping it was from kevin. and it was.

keep in mind that prior to this email, i replied his last mesage stating:

Owh gitu yah,,

aq akan dtg ke solo pada bulan september thn ini vin,,

and then i opened it. he wrote this to me

Semoga q masih disolo...

Q pngen banget ketemu kamu.

OK . JUST , OH.MA.GAD.... he wants to see me again??? like i thought his dream was to never see me again!!! I was completely speechless and amazed. I still am. Before in the car, I couldnt do anything but to gently place my phone on my lap, and smile out the window. my heart was like racing 100km/h. i felt like my whole world was ... complete . well almost anyway :)

Opinions? Thoughts? Advice? Care to share :) Cuz right now , i cant believe that he said it . seriously  n_n tee heeeee....

xxxxx

^____^

I've decided create my own new life .

So you do whatever you wanna do .

And I'll do whatever I wanna do .

That way, we'll both be happy and stop pestering one another .

Deal?

 Deal .

Toodles . x

This doesn't apply to me any longer .

:)