I guess he chose for us to separate. He decided to let go of me. But i still have some hope. I can wait a few more days, before I confirm to myself that hes returned the key to my heart and never to return back to it. Break ups are so sad, and yes I'm getting teary,  but as i mentioned before in this blog, this third-time relationship, will not break me , but will only make me stronger. I swear to remind myself to never get back together with him . Because I will remind myself how our relationship was at this very moment. How we always had our ups and downs, but in a week, there was more negatives than positives. Though, I will only keep the good memories between us when we first met. But obviously, all those messages from him weren't his true feelings, because there was another girl , who had the real key to his heart. And that girl, wasnt me.

I'm sorry if i was never perfect enough for you.

I guess there won't be any of this anymore for us , Kevin .