Hello! :D sorry I havent blogged for a while . I've been so busy lately . I have some bad news, which is - I start school again in 2 days (including today!) and i reaaaaallly dont wanna go to school! holidays may have been a tad boring on some days , but its so much better cuz i have been having dreams again! bahahhaa. alright , for those who dont know this already, but I RARELY or even maybe NEVER  have dreams ! at all . and i just assumed my brain functioned like that because either my creative side of the brain hadnt been functioning properly or its because my brain has been over-used to study during the day time and at night time (until late at 2.00am - ish) . Hence, my brain was already fried and was too tired to think (or dream) . So yeah . But anyways , these holidays , my brain has been dreaming again , so i guess my brain is relaxed and calm and has the energy to generate my dreaming . ? hahahah . ;P sorry . ahem . anywho, back to my point , i dont want holidays to end! and ive been spending good quality time with my family ♥ and yeah its been reallly fun spending time with them cuz almost everyday we laugh at random stuff. especially when my brother has to go to school, so me mum and dad are left in the house alone . and then my parents have these weird funny jokes and then i end up laughing for 10 minutes . 0_o bahahah . and during these holidays , my parents have been teasing me .. about 2 guys from schoool. then they both laugh at me , along with my brother . they say all this stuff and im the victim of their teasing!! T__T  . But then me and my parents tease my brother about this girl who likes my brother called "Siobian" bahahaha. its so funnnny to tease him , cuz hes still young and then hes like " nooo dont tease meeee " bahahaha. hehehee its funnnn. ♥ and yeah . i do miss my friends (no doubt!) but i realised that friends tend to come and go , and that upsets me , so i want to learn to be more independent this semester :) and i really need to achieve my goal in IB . I want to be accepted into Monash University then become a General Practitioner (GP aka dokter umum) AMIN.  :D hehehe. So anyways , i have to make my parents proud cuz they are so important in my life and I want to show them what I am capable of . Cuz to tell you the truth , i have made them disappointed in my last semester's report result , and i am not going to fail to make them happy again :). So please Tuhan Yesus , bless me Lord! Amin amin amin .

You know , i REAALLY wanna start learning how to drive now!! I've had this 'driving book' for a couple of months now in my room on my desk, but ive only looked at it a few times 0_o , my dad says i should read it everyday so i can get my license sooner, but my mum says i should focus on my school studies first. so....... what should I do? i mean , i basically already know all the basic stuff like road rules and signs but i dont know what theyre gonna test me on! :S . and i really want to be able to drive before I go into uni , so that i can drive everywhere and visit my family every weekend or so . and drive with my friends to the city to go shopping or elsewhere :P hehe .

but on the other hand , i have other things to read like my English novel : Perfume . - -" . actually this book isnt bad, except it drones on about making perfume and that crazy lunatic who kills girls . and its much better than the book , " Rashomon" ! Oh man . that book is pretty much about murder as well , except they are individual stories but in my opinion , are quite boring . haha . lol . so .. yeahhh , i kinda gave up and didnt read the last few chapters... hehe....


Oookaaay , well im still scared about the lecture that i will get on monday by my maths teacher, but apart from that i miss all my friends out there and i'll be sure to give them all a great big hug on monday to all! mwach! xxxx