.... Shall I really continue on from my previous post? :\

PART 2/3

okaaay! I will! Because I havent even gotten to the good part yet! :P hehe.
So anyways, during the ski trip, Ashley, Tambie and Emma assigned me with a mission. That mission was to get close to a certain guy and my first mission was to sit with him on the bus on the way to the ski trip. But as I said in my previous post, I sat with Wilson cuz *Turtle was already sitting with someone... and he saw me look at him and I dont know.. Did he feel guilty? guilty that us two didnt end up sitting with eachother? Although his friends and my friends were like... trying to get us together? hahaha. Anyways, on saturday (the second day), it was our first day to go skiiing. I was super nervous but excited at the same time. And also , cuz it was my first time, i was still unsure of what to wear... like how much layers I needed and so forth. In the end, I was freezing my ass off.. so my butt was frozen by the end of the day :( . Okay! So before we started to have ski lessons, we were allowed to play around in the snow :) hehe . And you know what happened....... David , Wilson, Leo , & Franco were like attacking me!! Especially David!!! He put snow in my face, on my back , on my neck!! Waaaaaaaahhhh!! So i was soo cold, and  And by the end of the day, I found out that this made my face irritated... *sob* . So on the very first lesson, we learnt very basic stuff... like how to slid along the ice... and how to VAGUELY turn left and right, and how to ski plough... (which was so dang difficult for later on!) . Then after lunch, our next session was to ski by ourselves at this mountain called "Big D" . and seriously, it was not funny about how fricken scared I was. I didnt know how to control properly, nor did I know how to stop. to make it more extreme, this "Big D" had several reaaally steep hills.

See how lovely and straight this scene is?
Well the steep cliff I am talking about is, just imagine to tilt
this photo an extra 45 degrees to the right.
THAT is how steep I am talking about.

So there i was. standing at the edge of the slope. I carefully slid along to push me down the hill and the next thing i know is that i see myself, flying past nond, shaun and marie. I was screaming my head off, gosh-knows how much kilometers per hour i was going. It was so dead scary, I seriously thought I was gonna die - from skiiing off the cliff. A few seconds later, I lost great control because of the dangerous speed I was uncontrollably doing, and I tumbled. And I crashed hard. Fell over my own legs. and thump, i landed into hard snow. I tell you, it was so painful and i was still under a panic attack. Once I had calmed down, I tried to ski again . (remember that all of this happened when i was alone... i had no partner...) , and then i crashed again. This time, i was so seriously depressed, i took off my skiis and sat under a tree- feeling so depressed i could almost cry and beg to come home. yes my butt was freezing cuz remember how i didnt wear enough bottom layers. and then dr.rutter saw me and she took a picture of me whiile i was depressed about not being about to ski and constantly crashing face first on the snow,, and she took that picture because she thought it looked nice, how i was under that beautiful tree. -____- . It was my first time going down this really dangerous mountain. How could teachers do that to beginners to fend for themselves??!!?!?. Then ellena somehow catched up to me, and she happened to be depressed also , for not being able to ski. So we went back up the lift (because we decided to do one more round. and at this stage, everyone else (intermediate people + ) had already done 10+ laps..... =___= . and then i when we were on that lift, we both regretted it. we were both still scared.. :( again , i dont even have to go into more details, but this time, when i went down that really steep mountain, i screamed 10x louder because i was going at a speed 10x greater than before.

Scary right?

Anyways, this post is to be continued again! hahahah..