Alright. Maybe I am a little too dramatic in my blog posts. And maybe we did have a misunderstanding last week. But didn't I say in my old post that I wouldn't bitch-blog about any of you? What don't you understand from that? If I do happen to bitch or if I happen to be really moody on my blog, that does not imply that it is directed at you. I am a sensitive person, and it's clear that you are too. I'm really sick of both of us posting hurtful statuses at each other. We should stop behaving like this to save our friendship. When I indirectly apologized to you guys on my blog, on twitter and on my Facebook, I was really sincere. But I guess you didn't get the message.

So from now on, I don't want to post anymore bitchy notes on my blog, because it can offend anyone. 

I think it's pointless that I'm posting this up now because I would rather tell you everything directly at school, but I just want to say one last thing- I never want our friendship to tear apart all because of my stupidity and also my hateful-like personality. Please forgive me. I take back all of my stupid mean actions from the past. We really need to talk face to face instead of doing it online. Please. I want this to stop. You might think that I hate you, but I dont. I cried this week because of how concerned I was about our friendship. Our friendship is my strength that gets me going throughout school. You guys are the reason why I am still at the school. Because at times where I am sad and whenever I feel like I want to leave, you guys give me the strength to say. So please, let's stop all this bitch-talk and getting upset at eachother for reasons that we aren't even confessing at each other right now. I admit that I am a very emotional person. So emotional that I think that it is in my blood. However, I reassure you that since I have become aware of my anger-management issues, I have promised to my parents and now to you guys that I am on my way to improvement. I don't want to always be like this. I hate getting angry so easily that sometimes I even hate my own personality. I am really sorry once again, but we need to talk face to face and resolve this all. There are a lot of things that I want to explain and I feel that I have to explain it all to you guys . Because I want nothing but the truth to stop all the misunderstanding between us. I think it would be better if we can see each other's perspective. And I promise that I will be prepared to face any (hurtful) confessions made by any of you, because I want to know what I am like in your eyes. You guys are my sisters, and so I will accept anything that you will say. This way, we will be able to improve individually, and our friendship will be stronger than it was. Remember, I really care about you guys and I'm really sorry for everything that I have done.