Saturday, October 30, 2010

An appreciation note for all my friends

As some of you may already know, my facebook statuses tonight were quite extreme . I've wasted most of my energy on her, so I feel quite weary giving details on here, and I guess you guys already have a general understanding of what happened tonight. Anyway, this post is dedicated to all my friends (Tambie, Ashley, Amal, Fatin, Karli, Mikha, Jacky, Fauzan, Malanu, Sokhom, Wilson, and Wafi) as I would like to say a special thanks to them as a sign of appreciation for all their support for me from today:

Everlasting thanks to all my brothers and sisters who have helped me out tonight. From being supportive, defensive until bringing the drama to a final end. ♥ . P.s I discovered that wafie is influenced by school too much. from using words like "acidic"- Chemistry term, to "mouthwash"-Biology term, to "ethical"- TOK term until "fudge"- Food ♥ . hahaha . LOL . I love you all :) Thank you once again~

I would like to say that I have never been as angry as before at someone, in my whole entire life. The things that were directed to me from that dirty mouth, whose name I don't want to mention , since I feel that she isn't worthy to be recalled, has really hurt me tonight. But that isnt the worst. It hurts me even more that she has failed to respect my family and shows absolutely no gratitude towards any of us, who were her host family. My family sacrificed many things to make her happy, yet she fails to respect my parents and my brother, and this fact hurts me a lot. I don't care about all the things she called me from "shit" to "fucker", as I am going to put that all behind me and erase them from my mind from now on. All I care is that I wish she would take back every thing she said about me. Swearing that "She (directed to me) will never get a boyfriend for her whole entire life!" is quite mean, and girl, I assure you that if someone who is as bitchy and disrespectful as you, I'm sure that karma will hit you in return. I don't need to swear back at you, because I'm sure your words will haunt you back. And to every other kid who is the same age as her, I hope they can learn from my story that you should always think before you speak. Judge yourself, before judging someone else. Respect others, as you would like to be respected. Treat others like how you would like to be treated. And as for her, I am still disappointed in what she has said to me, and as a result of that, she has completely lost my respect for her. Indonesian people are supposed to represent the idea of "respecting others" and "being friendly", but from what she's done, she has completely back-stabbed her own country. Her disrespectful, sinister, bad-mouthed attitude has put such a disgrace for herself, her country and to her school.


And i really think that someone should tell her one day.

I will eventually forgive her, but the fastest way to do that is to forget her first..

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