In the past, I had never really found the meaning of true friendship..

The word friendship alone, for me meant blurry.

Everything that I have experienced as a young teenager, from the fights, the jealously, the back-stabbing, the feeling of being isolated to that constant crying from social - life, almost had me lose hope in ever believing in the existence of true friendship..

But in 2010, all those negative thoughts were wiped away...
God had finally given me what was missing in my heart...

...It was that missing love that people get from true friendship ~ and it was these people who gave this feeling to me...

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They are my strength at times where I feel like I want to leave school;

They are the ones who listen to all my silly current or past love stories during these teenage years;

They are the ones who help me with homework; 

They are the ones who lend me a shoulder to cry on at times when I'm emotional;

They are the ones who bring happiness, fun and laughter into my life;

They are the ones who say - "OH DAYYUMMM."

They are the ones who roll their eyes at me every time I get dramatic when I spot a hot guy;

They are the ones who share photo captured memories with me on the beach in Bali; 

They are the ones who giggle with me when watching Korean MV's;

They are the ones who tease me about Frankie or Greeny or any other guy that has a connection with me at school;

They are the ones who carry my books while walking me back to my car after school;

They are the ones who swim on the bed, roll around in circles and throws pillows at the laptop screen when they are hysterically laughing;

They are the ones who laugh like tarzan on rollercoasters;

They are the ones who sneak blue-berry muffins into biology class;

They are the ones who join webcam-whoring moments with me during school;

They are the ones who have the time of their lives during sitting down in the the stimulator theatre seats;

They are the ones who fail at dancing Korean choreographed dances;

They are the ones who randomly blurt out that they wish for a boyfriend or a summer fling;

They are the ones who stand in a KFC queue (ordering for one of us) for half an hour without complaining;

They are the ones who cause hotel next-door-neighbours to knock on the door and tell them to quite down;

They are the ones who goes high-pitched at times of stress;

They are the ones who give the best hugs in times of sadness; 

They are the ones who I can trust; 

They are the ones who became part of the SRC;

They are the ones who think I am an expert at attracting *ahem* guys. *awkward* (when i think the opposite); 

They are the ones who have high demands in what their future husband has to be like; 

They are the ones who play spot-a-hot-guy game with me; 

They are the ones who list all the (creepy and non-creepy) guys that check me out; 

They are the ones who become instant celebrities for random young-aged girls;

They are the ones who always got told off by Pak for their addiction to coke/pepsi;

They are the ones who help me think of plans (when it comes to the guys I like);

They are the ones who came into my life last year;


They are the ones who I now love dearly;


They are the ones who mean a lot to me in life;

They are the ones I call - 'My Brothers and My Sisters.'

Our love and care that we shared during the Indo Trip really touched my heart. The fact that two weeks  really bonded our relationship is I think , really special and incredible. Every where we went, we stayed faithful to protect one another, we never failed to entertain one another at times of boredom, we were all so open at dinner conversations and the fact that we were so family-like had really touched my heart. I love you guys so much and I really mean it.

And to my Wilson, I will never forget the care and love he gave to me during the Ski Trip. He really looked after me and he always helped me get back up whenever I fell down on the snow. He really looked after me like as if I was his sister, and so now I am grateful to consider him as one of my brothers. Since he is older than me too, he gives me supportive advice all the time, making me more mature and more wise. He's always there for me, and he never grumbles whenever I begin to tell my problems in life to him. :] I really love him as my brother. Thank you so much, Wilson.

And of course, my lovely Ashley whom I have been friends with since year 9. I still remember when you first introduced me to Korean Music. I thought it was strange how you could be addicted to such songs when you couldn't even understand the language. But little did I realise, that I too would be addicted to Korean songs, like am now. I think we have shared the most memories, from good to bad, but throughout all things we've been through, they have only become stronger and closer than ever :] We are basically together everywhere at school until people have commented about how weird it is seeing me alone without you. LOL.. But like it says on the picture above, we are like inseparable sisters. :] .You have listened to all my stories about all my ex's.. You listened every time when I was upset about Kevin.. You helped me get over him.. You helped by defending me by attacking Ryan and Kevin online which made me laugh, you always give me your good long philosophical (LOL) advices whenever I'm in trouble, you are basically like my personal love advisor, we share a lot of common interests so we can basically talk about anything, we think that we're both weird and we do weird stuff whenever we get stressed , which is always funny, you always help remind me if I forget something, you help me with my homework, you introduced me to "hi my sweetheart", you have done many things for me for the last 2 years Ash.. thank you so much for everything. I love you.

So here, I have come to realize that these guys mean so much to me in my life. It was not until now, have I realized that it is you guys who are my true friends. Finally I have found someone who I feel comfortable with, who I rarely have a fight with, who I trust, who I always have fun with, and who are always there for me. There have been so many times where I have just felt so low, and so hopeless, to the point where I just want to leave Kilmore, but then I think of you guys and my heart tells me to stay. That proves how important you guys are in my life. I really sayang them so dearly and I never want our friendship to fade or break away. Even if we are distanced away from each other in the future, I'm sure we will never forget each other. Because of you guys, I have finally found and have felt the real meaning of true friendship, that is, - True Friendship will last forever - and so will ours.

So without them, I wouldn't even be here.

Thank you so much for everything. 

I love you. Never forget this.

3.45PM - Sunday - 24th - October - 2010 ♥

True Friendship Last Forever.