i was generally happy today . it turns out that the family-ness that me and the girls felt during the indo trip , was also felt by wafi :) it's just so sweet to find out that even a boy felt something happen between us . i guess that was the reason how the family-ness all started . i dont mean to insult guys or whatever , but generally guys dont really express their true feelings , so they are often difficult to read. but we had the best guys on the trip - wafi and fauzan - and they were lovely throughout the whole trip . we became so close and open to each other . we slept (or half slept :P) in the same room , and even on the same bed! bahahaha . we shared our secrets and discussed them openly . we all experienced lovina seafood . we battled through all the pain in the indo trip . we protected one another - despite them all pointing out and laughing afterwards about all the guys who were 'checking me out' . we just had a great time together and the bond between us , really had tightened. i felt touched when malanu first admitted to me that she misses the indo trip and all of us being together as one . because at first, i thought it was just me who had felt this family feeling~ and then of course emma knew too, cuz she was basically my roomie throughout the first week of the trip . and then now i hope fauzan felt what we all felt, too <3 . then the circle would be complete :) x .but as me and malanu discussed the other week , we really hope that when we go back to school , we hope that the guys will always remember and not just forget about it . we hope that there will still be some special connection between us all... forever .
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