Yeah okay.. my satisfaction level isnt complete after writing that very short post before . (like 10 seconds ago :p) .anyways. i'l write a bit just to feel a little more satisfied.. hehe . it's true - i am boy deprived . after the whole franco shite and finding out about lies, cheating, cover up stories and being emo about the whole memory of kevin's sweet nasty tongue , i was sick of guys for some time . wait no, i wasn't . i was just errr sick of being treated like this . treated like a toy whom no one will take seriously and take good care of.  I want.... to fall in love again . that whole process was exciting for me when i first experienced it . but now there's just no one to fall in love with ? ..i officially went insane during the indo trip . or so my friends said . i would just randomly go high and start teasing tambie about all the hot / cute guys she mentioned along the mall or roads or shops . and then i would go to extreme teasing where she would finally think i was crazy and told me to calm down . or it would be me who would go spotting for hot guys in indo and then getting excited :\ bahahaha. what an embarrassing confession... . but anyways that was me and tambie's game along the indo trip . we would spot any cute/hot guy then comment. except i would be the one going over the top at times . lol . so yeah ~ i want a boyfriend ~ hahahaha . lol . i dont know , i just want a faithful sweet loving guy to be beside for sometime . someone who is not shy. someone who i can talk to about anything and anytime. and someone who i can have fun with :) i'm seriously already sick of guys who pretend like the guys ive known in the past . so yaaaah . any suggestions anyone ? . yes this post is lame for some people . but so be it! This is my blog . so its my choice in what i write . and i write what i feel. and im not ashamed in what i say. but i'd appreciate comments if im going a little too far.

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(im alittle formspring - deprived as well.) hahahaha.  thanks babe . x