Tuesday, November 30, 2010

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You know, this quote doesn't even apply to me anymore. After our conversation last night, all the feelings I had for him just disappeared like that. How ironic is it seriously.. after all the admiration that I had for him.. it was completely wiped away by what he said. Alright, you guys who dont know anything about it are probably confused.. I know I am pretty dramatic most of the times.. but what he said didn't necessarily make me hate him or despise him or something like that, but instead , it made me more aware of how our emotions can blind us. Infatuation can make us think that the person is perfect, but in fact, they aren't. Hence, I have taken back all the missions that I originally set for my friends (hehe...) and now, its time for me to move on and hope for the better :) amen.

when's your birthday?

11th of FEB! :D :D <3

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when was your first kiss?

I haven't had my first kiss..

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what is your favourite movie?

It's not a movie, but its a korean comedy/romance drama ~ "Boys over flowers" <3 if you haven't watched it, it's dayum good.. make sure you get it with subtitles too :B

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Hello~~~~~ today was yet another interesting day. After I finished my TOK essay, I feel so relived! TOK test? Pfft... I hope I get at least a 5.  haha . dang, I should have studied ethics more. I was stuck between choosing ethics or human science. And I had completely no idea of Kant's Law or whatever shizz, so I chose human science :( anyways, lets talk someone different. EXAMS ARE IN 2 DAYS! Hahahhaha. alright that wasn't a much better topic. LOL. Oh! You know the reason why I keep changing my blog skin? Because whenever I find a theme I'm happy with, a few days later, I find an error on it and it stops working on my laptop screen (-_-) lame. Anyways, I really hope I dont fail any subjects this year. Otherwise I'll just run away in shame. I'll run away from the school. I'll run away from lifeeeeeeeee. haha. neh. I'll prob just cry my heart out. And move on to plan B. Oh Gosh, I'm so nervous. Its so STUPID how we have biology the next day after chemistry.like as if we have timeeeeeeeee to revise in one day. no, actually , there is absolutely no chance at all that we can do that.

You know what I want? I want to have photo-graphic memory. Or have the brain as "One Note"

fav perfume?

oooo... if i was a perfume expert, I would prob answer, cuz i love perfumeee~ but i dont know :(

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how do you stay motivated?

I remind myself that I don't want to make my parents disappointed..

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how did you edit your photos in ur blog

picnik.com :)

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Marriage



Hi :) Yes its 12AM, and im blogging once again. But this time I really want to say something. Something has changed in my life and it has completely changed the ways I thought of him. Its really strange because even now, we are still talking about the topic "marriage". His views are completely opposed to my views, and so it is clear to me now, that it was fate and God who has purposely separated us since the beginning. Remember those times when I always said that it felt like fate was pulling us apart? well yeah , now I've come to realise that its because his views on marriage is completely 180degrees difference. I'll tell you tmororrw.

Monday, November 29, 2010

YAY 1000 DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE VISITED MY BLOG! :D
And MY BLOG HAS BEEN VIEWED 4000 TIMES :D
hahahahaha yes, I do get excited of these things.

YOU PEOPLE WHO FOLLOW MY BLOG -


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So I got inspired to do this one last time because of Frankie :) Seriously, if I hadn't met him , I wouldnt know what guys are really capable of doing to make girls happy. He was really sweet to me, so it gave me hope that not all guys are idiots :p oh gosh, I do really miss him right now.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

OMG! I think 2 days ago, I submitted one of my word-arts to this really big tumblr site, and she actually approved it (after several past attempts of other word arts that got rejected) and then tonight, I logged into Tumblr to find that 3,263 PEOPLE HAD REBLOGGED MY WORD-ART!!!!!!!!!!! THAT, IS A RECORD PEOPLE!!!!!!! I was soooo happy :D

Saturday, November 27, 2010

FiRST LOVE? or TRUE LOVE?

True love :)
First love is nice too , but when it went wrong for me, the pain was unbearable.

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Would you rather be good looking or rich?

lol, can I pick both? :p

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A HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOUT-OUT TO 
MY SISTER AND BESTFRIEND - MALANU!!!!!!


I'm so sorry that I'm late to express it, online!! I just made this typography, especially for you! I hope you like it :) . You are a wonderful friend , and I'll always be there for you sweetie . And we will always be sisters no matter what, okay? :) Love you always, Merry. xx

u prefer to be single or attached?

it depends. i would rather be single than to be with the wrong guy. but I would rather be attached with a good guy than to be lonely.

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ever told someone u loved them and not mean it?

lol. i think when i was dating guys a few years ago, cuz i didnt understand the difference between love and like?

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When was the last time you received flowers?

On valentine's day from my guy friend - yellow roses symbolic for friendship <3

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ur inspirational

youre too nice x)

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Do you like Hello Kitty? :o

Lol~ No, I dont.. it's too girly xP

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Hi. Actually, I created this typography today.. so it isn't work #21... its actually work number #32 or something.. LOL . But anyways, I want to post it up today because it suites exactly how I felt all through out today. Two nights ago, this guy friend of mine suddenly started a conversation with me, and I was surprised at the time cuz it was so odd of him to be ever starting a convo with me. But on that night, i was a little depressed , so i didnt really respond to him as my usual self , and i was speaking quite coldly. But then yesterday, starting from the early morning, he greeted me with the friendliest smile ever, until ashley started believing me about his unusual behaviour. For the first time, I had hope that it was the beginning of a strong friendship. Well boy was I wrong. Today, he greeted me with the most sour face and for the whole day, he ignored me and pretended that it was not me who walked past him. He avoided eye contact for the whole day, until I was so lost. I seriously have no idea what I did to him this time, but I was so shocked how someone could change in one night. Seriously, it hurt my feelings the whole day, and I was so disappointed in him. I dont even deserve to be treated that way - so coldly like he treated me today. Gosh. I just give up on being friends with Turtle.

Do you believe in fate?

Yes I do

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Friday, November 26, 2010

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Yeahh... I was emotional that night because a very close friend (Frankie T.T) was going to leave me.. and knowing that Wilson is the next in line to be my eldest "brother" , I was telling him all about it.. and this was what he said to me.. I was so inspired by his quote :] sigh. I really have to fix things with him. I miss my buddy already. And I miss Sokhom and Frank alot too. It feels so weird without them being at my school anymore. I wonder how Frank is doing.. It's a shame that China doesn't allow people to use Facebook :( so sucks man.. I wanna do webcam with him again.. *sniff sniff

merry you will get through this period of stress because you're really smart! try to stay positive beacause you're wonderful. x

aww that's so nicee.. thank you so much.. I will really try my hardest, because I don't want to be seen as a failure in life. thanks for your comment :] You're wonderful too! xox

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What would you do if your friend turned gay?

O_O well it depends who it was.. because my reactions would differ based on who it is.. but one thing for sure, I can't hate them for their decision..

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Lol~ personally, I like this creation of mine~ I can't remember where the inspiration came from lol~ but I really think that all couples or even best friends or maybe even family, should take note of this. It's true how someone else's words can stay in our minds for a very long time. For instance, my chem teacher, when she draws diagrams on the white board, she's always apologising to us or insulting to herself about how horrible her drawing is. But judging to what I see, I think that she's a really good drawer. Not the best drawer, but her diagrams are always so sweet and funny. And it turned out to be that when she was young, her art teacher told her that she should never ever draw in her life ever again because her drawings were apparently horrible! . So now I know why she always insults herself... and considering her age, those words have probably been stained in her mind for at least 40 years now.. that's so sad..

Who pays on a first date?

I know its so cliche, but I find it really sweet if a guy pays on the first date :) If the girl pays the first time.. well... i dunno... makes the girl more desperate-looking.. UNLESS if the situation is that the guy loses his money or something or is short in money, and then the girl helps him, then thats always sweet too ~ but then when the couple has had lots of dates, then its fine for them to split every time :)

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Hi :) what would you do if you met Lindsay Lohan??

haha... I would probably walk away.. She doesn't impress me at all.

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Thursday, November 25, 2010

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oh my goshhhh... when I first saw this original picture of these who toddlers, my heart seriously melted!! They are sooo innocent and sooo cuuuteeee!! It reminds me of this super cute advertisement where this baby girl holds the baby boy's hand because hes nervous to learn how to swim.. and so she holds his hand for support. How adorable is that??? :) thats why I put these words in this pic . Hope you like it :B



Hey Peoples,

Yes, I have come to change my blog theme again. But this one is really nice I think. It's simple yet elegant and feminine at the same time. *sigh* two more weeks left until the long holidays. Exams are next week and all of us still have a billion other tests and assignments due. Tomorrow, my chemistry IA is due and I'm seriously.. mentally exhausted. I think I really can't take it any more. I feel really suicidal right now, and no one even knows how I feel. My mum is already suspicious that I look like I'm depressed, but really.. she can't help me very much. She doesn't know how to do some uncertainty thing with my chem IA, nor can she help me with my calculus test for tomorrow. But although she cannot help me with these things, she is always there to support me, pray for me and she's always there to give me a hug. I feel like sometimes my fellow classmates are my competitors, but there are some who are beyond that limitation. It's obvious how a person avoids answering me if I ask about answers and such , and fair enough.. knowledge is valuable so I guess thats the reason why people are so secretive.. lol. but its okay. It's cool.. I'm alright with that. Makes me aware of the kind of people on earth.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Well, another day has passed, and I have put yesterday's problems behind me.. I have too much stress to handle in my mind right now so I don't want any friendship problems to consume my mind.. I think I might even have to give up watching boys over flowers to concentrate on my studies. I have exams next week, and I have absolutely no time to revise. This is stupid. I feel like disappearing from the earth just for a while.

what made you decide to have all your blogs? x)

hahaha.. well.. my friend introduced me to blogger, which is my main blog.. then I made a tumblr blog because that site has so many inspiring images :) and I've decided to create some word arts of my own to express the things I feel on some days so yeah :]

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you over-react a little...

haha, yeahh i do .. i should really work on improving yeah?

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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

There’s no one I can trust in this world. And no one that I can rely on.
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(and yes, I have spelt separated wrong...lol)
I never thought that a single action could lose my credibility.
Though as much as I hate myself for starting the fight, I can't seem to accept and let go of the fact that they did not blame any body else other than me
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FOLLOW TUMBLR TUESDAY:

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Who's the most beautiful person you know?

Hmm, there are a lot of beautiful people that I know.. But I'd have to say that Jordin Sparks is really beautiful :) she has really pretty eyes, and i admire her bravery for staying and loving who she is and how she doesn't want to conform into being thin like the rest of the famous people

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"Why do I have to be the moon and Jun Pyo is the star.?" - Jan Di
"Because Jan Di is the moon that I will never escape from me" - Jun Pyo's reply

(Jun Pyo waited for Jan Di 4 hours in the snow. and he's never done it before.. *(sniff)* so sweet...)

(their first 'date' where he began to fall in love)

(when she gave him back his jacket, so then he shared his jacket instead to keep her warm)
Gosh.. they are really cute.


But then I feel sorry for Jin Hoo!!! He really loves her too.. and hes torn between his true love (with Jan Di) and his friendship with Gu Jun Pyo... Sniff... and seriouslllyyyyy whenever he is emo, I just wanna cry!

Sunday, November 21, 2010


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Oh gad. These pictures are so heart-breaking. Jun Pyo.. your acting is so good..  Readers, seriously, if you have not watched "Boys over Flowers", watch it now. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsjxwzjK25k No need to be reluctant. The story plot is really good. And seriously.. if I had to choose between hi my sweetheart and this show, I would say that this show has a better story line. It isn't has depressing as high my sweetheart, but there are more complications and climaxes in this drama. The thing I find most heart-touching is that Jun Pyo (the guy below) sacrifices sooo many things just for the sake of making his girl friend happy.


In the story Jun Pyo is a billionaire , but its his first time to fall in love, and Im telling you right now, he becomes so sweet that its so touching. I know he is still awkward and rude towards her, but he improves along the way. ~sigh~ thats why I hate Jun Di (the main girl/ his girlfriend) soooo much because she attracks all these hot guys and she just causes so much trouble. She makes Jun Pyo jealous all the time and its so fricken annoying. When he gets heart-broken because of his girlfriend, its soooo sad.. and dont call him mushy. It's his first time to get a girlfriend and be in love, but he learns the complications of relationships and most of the time he doesnt know how to handle it. His mother is a heartless arrogant bitch, and Jun Pyo has a really bad temper and so its so heart touching whenever he gets sad on the show... seriously i have cried like 5 times because of him. wahhhhhh. OH and that girl... his girlfriend....shes so lame and weird. but anyways, lets forget her and focus more on Jun Pyo :)


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omg... why is Jan Di so lucky?? All the hot guys in the show are all attracted to her!
OMG. It’s official, I’m deeply addicted to the show – Boys over flowers.

Oh my gawd.  Seriously, at this time, I'm watching this show. The story line is so sooo good. So far, soooo many things have happened. Its just soooooo interesting!! It's like a love triangle!!! *SNIFF* I have even cried 3 times I think. And I have giggled like 10 billion times. And the fact that Jun Pyo guy has fallen in love with Jan Di, is soo sweet. And how he has finally begun to accept her family. But now I'm up to the bit where they go on a double date and Jan Di's boyfriend is being an a**hole to Goo Jun Pyo.. sigh.. He's so dreamy.. and now she is finally beginning to like him too. It's sooo cuute... Sigh... In the future, I hope I get a boyfriend like him.. except the guy has to have better patience than Jun Pyo.. Awww mannn they are going ice skating now.. :P so cuuute... anyways toodles~~ I just had to express my feelings again.. hehehe... AWWW MANNNN NOW HES GIVING HER HIS GLOVES CUZ SHES COLD!!! awwwwwwwwwwhh..... so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet....
NOOOOOOOOOOOO. TUMBLR ISN'T WORKING! D:


Yeah okay.. the picture doesnt even relate to my heading. but still... at least the girl does? ahhahahahaha... anyways, the words on the photo is so sad.. (they arent mine btw). 

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Why don't you advertize your blog any longer??

hahaha.. lol.... well I was afraid if I was gonna get randomly attacked again. lol. but ey, do you think i should start advertising it again?? :)

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Lovlie!!

:)

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If you could be someone for a day, who would you be?

oooo. I'm not sure. Prob some pretty korean celeb so that I could see SHINee , BigBang and other korean bands everyday :D

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what are your aspirations for the future?

I would love to be a part-time interior designer during uni, then be a full time general practitioner :)

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© Merry’s-Word-Arts#13



I think every one should read this. and note this. and keep it in their head. I see and hear couples everyday who betray one another because they have another lover. It's so sad, and so stupid how lust can ruin every thing. To Indonesian Couples especially. One partner is enough to keep your whole world feeling complete - forever.

how did you learn to be so open and confident?

LOL :p what the.. am I ? hahaha. To be honest, I used to be the shyest person on earth when I was in primary school . and do you know why? it was because I used to be bullied everyday so i had severe low self-esteem. it was terrible. until the day when i started high school, I decided to have a new life and start things new all over. I tried my best to smile more, talk to people more and to simply be friendly. When ever someone hurt me, I would confront them and tell them the truth - how i dont appreciate that they treat me less than I deserve to be treated. From then on, my confidence built up, and I guess I've learned to shut out the gossip that goes on about me, because i know that it's human for people to be talking about somebody behind their back. 

I think the most important things to remember are : choose your friends wisely. (friends are the greatest source of influence over your confidence). spending time with other shy people wont do you any good. neither is with violent/aggressive friends. if theres someone who inspires you because of their confidence, have positive thinking that you too can be as great as them. if you have a problem in your life, dont keep it to yourself because this can turn into severe depression . you have to release everything inside you that is burdening you. Dont just release your angry through vulgar language - this will only build up the angry and tension inside you. Instead, go to someone you trust, someone who isn't experiencing problems of their own, and someone who cares for you, and tell them what's wrong. These special people could be your parents, your best friends (who won't influence you more negatively) , other trust worthy relatives and also the school psychologist. - these are all the things that has made me who I am today :]

wonderful tumblr and blogspot blog <3

thank you! <3

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what is your hobby?

i have a lot of hobbies. but I really love designing. I'm not talking about designing clothes and such, but I'm talking about interior designing, blog decorating, and editing pictures :] I just love making things look perfect and pretty :)

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Good Morning People :]

Today I'm planning to go to school to have a study group session with a group of friends but I'm so lazy to get changed.. hahaha.. haih.. and I hate chemistry so much! D: and MATH. Omg.. math is the worst. But anyways, hope today will be a good day. at least I'll be with my friends right? :) Oh, I miss Frankie so much already.. and I miss seeing Sokhom every where at school too :( *sniff. It's unbelievable that I have been at TKIS for 5 years already. You'd think that I would be sick of that school already and move or something. Well actually, as much as I would love to move from this evil school, I don't want to be in that process where I have to make new friends all over again. I love my current sisters and brothers too much to separate from them :'(

Friday, November 19, 2010

hi who do u like?

so upfront.. :|

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© Merry’s-Word-Arts 12


Hahaha.. Yeahh guess where the inspiration came from that made me make this typography. :P lol~


Omg, seriously. you should just stick with one guy! *haih... this girl on this korean drama show is making me annoyed... she get's all the hot looking guys. !! gahhh. shes so gullible and frustrating! just stick with the leader why dont youuuuuu... he loves you sincerely.. i think.
HAHAHHAHAH! HE IS FALLING IN LOVE!
Omg i’m addicted to:
Boys over flowers!!!


SERIOUSLY! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER!
I HAVE TO LET OUT ALL MY EMOTIONS!! 

I - AM - ADDICTED - TO - BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's a Korean Drama (but the storyline was originally from a Japanese comic, and besides Korean actors/actresses, China and Japan have also filmed the same story!) . It is seriously sooooo fricken good. and i know its an old show now (one year old) but I only started watching it now. and i just watched a few parts of an episodes and I AM ALREADY HYPERVENTILATING! It's sooooooo goood when awwwwh worthy when the leader gets jealous of his friend being picked by the main girl character (who is a geek!) and omgggg, i can't stop awwwwwhinnnngggg and getting excited! And the guys are soooo fricken good-looking!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm seriously NOT normal now, and I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS WITH!!!!!!! Since ashley doesnt have the internetttt!!!!!!!!! and she wont pick up her phoneeeeeeeeee. and amal or audrey arent onlineeeee!! SO I HAVE NO ONEEEEEEEE. Thats why im blogging right now to let out my happiness, since no body is here to share it with :(

who is this guy???? hes soooo dreamy in the show!!

KIM BUM!! CUUTEEE.

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Hey! Sorry I haven't posted any of my word arts lately. I keep forgetting or it's because I'm busy with school life. Yeah.. actually I have created around 24 word arts in total, and they are on my tumblr site, so you can check it out if you want. Anyways, sorry about my rage being thrown out on my post a few days ago.. I was actually really angry and mad, because that girl just ruined my day. well I should say, she ruined my morning. Anyway, I was just really upset because I hadn't spoken to Frank for weeks and weeks, and then as soon as I get to talk to him, she ruins it by flirting with him right in front of me. it was an inappropriate time to do it. So yeah, i was disappointed - thats all . I'm over it now .

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Anyway, in the afternoon, (on tuesday btw), me and frankie just sat in the library talking for a whole hour. It felt so good to talk to him face to face for such a long time. I found out that he is such a humorous guy! He's so.. what's the word for someone who laughs a lot? Like.. really childish but in a cute way. Like yeah sure, he is 3 years older than me but his behaviour was so cute. :B whenever he told me a funny story, he wouldn't originally say the whole story out loud and all at once because when ever he was telling me, he would be distracted by his own laughter. LOL. like you know it sounded like this - "OH! you know *laughs* he is like *laughs* so funny cuz everyday he *laughs* oh man , he is so funny *laughs*" hahahahahahha. ohhhh frankie... LOL. Anyway, we sat on the same table as wafi, fauzan and david song, so it was alright, no secrets to hide :) But as I looked at his face, i was kinda distracted by my thoughts of him leaving me. Like what a shame we couldn't talk like this more often. Like face to face I mean. I found it awkward, of course, because it was the first time, and i was paranoid if a misperfection was on my face, so yeahhh i got shy at one stage when we both had an awkward moment of silence cuz we had run out of things to say . LOL . but yeahh it was surely nice to speak with him and have a proper conversation. But yeah, he's a funny brother . i love him so much. and i miss him so much already.

I was like quite emotional that night, and my statuses were rather sharp. But all of a sudden, wafi was being so random and started teasing me about me and frankie. and he was soooo fricken funny.


Hahahaha. Turned out to be that Wafi was actually stressed out that night too . so he decided to be random that night and pick on me. :P hahahahaha. but it was fun laughing with him :)


And omg, yesterday was even more hilarious. Me ashley tambie rita and fauzan were sitting at a table. and it became obvious that G was like.. obsessed with Rita. Like he somewhat had an obsession with trying to impress her or something. and so that's when me and tambie started talking in indo and i was telling her that he liked her and that tambie was being replaced by rita (as a joke of course) and since tambie has learnt indo little-by-little (and also rita) they both understood and we all started laughing. and so G laughed as well and wanted to know but rita didnt say anything. and so G was like asking Rita if she needed help his chemistry and he full on grabbed her chem sheet and ordered her - "DO YOU NEED HELP, RITA." and so shes like ... okay..... yes...... i need help with this one (just to be nice) . and so meanwhile, me tambie and fauzan were fascinated right... by how he was so... weird that day... and so we started making fun of rita and she of course laughed as well.. and then we were laughing at each other because of our laughter. and then ashley came and she soon caught up on what was happening . and starting from then on, ohhhh man, it was sooooo funnny. Like whenever G said something or argued with me, I answered in a weird expression and then ashley would start doing her penguin squeek laugh, and then i would start laughing and then tambie would start laughing and then fauzan would just smile and laugh and then rita got the disease and started laughing with us, and in the end, we all discovered that it was ashley who found the expression on my face funny and so thats how it all started. But the librarian took it diffently and thought that we were picking on G. which , we weren't... we werent bullying him or anything cuz we're not that mean, but we were just having a laugh with him and we were laughing at our own laugh. hahahahha. it was really funnny, especially when fauzan demonstrated the neck movement. LOL . ahhhh. so funny. 


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

hey! :) your tumblr blog is awesome.

hello :D thanks!

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I LOVE YOUR TUMBLR! :D

thank you! :D

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Well, since I had promised you guys about updating you today, I'll do that now..

*sigh. Well, today he came into my homeroom and he gave me this huge pile of year 12 work from his friends to give to me. I was so shocked and so thankful that he actually hadn't forgotten to give to me these things.. when I saw him, I was quite shocked actually, because I hadn't seen him for quite a long time now. I missed him so much you know, and today was the only day left we had to spend time with each other. Then at recess, he came to see me again to talk to me about physics and other things, and while we were having our moment, *plastic 1* had to interrupt and say - "AWH FRANK, YOU'RE CUTE." and then he got all shy, then she's like, "AM I CUTE TOO?" and then he laughed and said yeah.. then shes like awwh yay! ... and i was like (... alright.. thanks... for interrupting my moment with him.. thank you.. alot. for flirting in front of me.) . Actually, if you readers don't mind... I'm actually very annoyed right now for reminding myself about what happened today. And I was actually very pissed off at her. I mean wtf, she has a boyfriend, and she totally ruined my time with him. Like what the f*ck? She has a boyfriend!!!!! So why does she have to flirt with other people's boy? HUH? well i know he isnt my boyfriend, but it was so rude that she just interrupted us, for an absolutely ridiculous statement. If it was to do with school work or a goodbye wish, then I would be fine, but that girl seriously went absolutely over the limits. What she did in front of me, has drastically increased my passion of dislike for her. She has to know that I have feelings too. ughhhhhhh. I don't want to talk about her anymore. I'm so pissed off. I'm too pissed off until now I can't even continue what happened to me and him in the afternoon. UGH. Even Ashley told me afterwards that my face completely changed after she flirted with him. Well why shouldn't my facial expression change? I have feelings too, and that girl is so.... ughhhhhh. WHATEVER. Maybe I will continue later. Yeah. I'll go away and calm down for a while.



I would have ever experienced what guys are capable of doing.
How they can make a girl's world complete, although they have no mutual love relationship between them. 

You are one of the guys who has made me believe that not all the guys in this world are the same, especially after all the heartbreaks I've been through. 

Monday, November 15, 2010


Hello, yes I am blogging at 11 o'clock at night. Tonight is his second last night to be in Australia. Now I'm getting depressed because I literally haven't seen him for 3 weeks. that's three fricken weeks! That is so depressing. If I can't even survive without seeing him for 3 weeks, how am I suppose to survive without seeing him for years? It's so sad, I'm actually getting teary. I don't even know how I will be tomorrow. If I start crying, I won't be surprised. I know I have blogged about this a few times before, but I can't imagine that the day he will leave me is in fact tomorrow. That's why I wanted to see him after school so that if I cry, no one else will see. *cries* . He has been a wonderful friend, and to be separated because of exams is saddening. We could not even spend a day together after all this time. I seriously cannot believe that he is leaving tomorrow. I can't believe that time has actually flown past so quickly. It brings me back to my memories of when he texted me that night mentioning how sad it was because at that time, we only had exactly three months left to be each other. But now, that final day will be tomorrow. I think I will seriously break down and cry tonight after this. The idea of that is absolutely absurd, but everything I say right now is coming from the bottom of my heart. I am seriously going to lose someone who means a lot to me in my life, for perhaps - forever. I don't know when we will see each other again, perhaps when we are both older, have our own partners.. but if it reaches that stage, then I'm hoping that no memories will disturb our life at those times. *sigh* . Gosh I could just close my eyes, plug headphones in my ear, shut the whole world out and just stare at the ceiling with thoughts rushing in through my head. Yeah. Imma do that now actually. I'll update you tomorrow. Bye.


All boyfriends seriously need to know this.
  1. Hug her from behind. (and put your chin on her shoulder) <3
  2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
  3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
  4. Cuddle with her.
  5. Don't force her to do ANYTHING!
  6. Don't ever swear or make insults at her when you have a fight with her. (your harsh words will stay in her mind forever.)
  7. Defend her when others go against her, but advice her if she was in fault.
  8. Write her little cute notes.
  9. Give her positive compliments (that come from your real heart) about her appearance whether being at a special event or at school. (but don't exaggerate - she will know if you lie to her.)
  10. When you hug her, hold her in your ams as long as possible (and don't be gangly or awkward!)
  11. When you're at a special occasion with her, and you are with friends, be polite, and hold her by the waist.
  12. Say I love you...and MEAN IT!
  13. Brush the hair out of her eyes
  14. Comfort her when she cries and give her your thoughts as best as you can. (she'll appreciate that you care for her)
  15. Always stay faithful and respectful to her.
  16. Respect the other people who she loves in her life. (ie. parents, siblings and friends)
  17. Love her with all your heart.
© Merry’s-Creation

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