Hello, yes I am blogging at 11 o'clock at night. Tonight is his second last night to be in Australia. Now I'm getting depressed because I literally haven't seen him for 3 weeks. that's three fricken weeks! That is so depressing. If I can't even survive without seeing him for 3 weeks, how am I suppose to survive without seeing him for years? It's so sad, I'm actually getting teary. I don't even know how I will be tomorrow. If I start crying, I won't be surprised. I know I have blogged about this a few times before, but I can't imagine that the day he will leave me is in fact tomorrow. That's why I wanted to see him after school so that if I cry, no one else will see. *cries* . He has been a wonderful friend, and to be separated because of exams is saddening. We could not even spend a day together after all this time. I seriously cannot believe that he is leaving tomorrow. I can't believe that time has actually flown past so quickly. It brings me back to my memories of when he texted me that night mentioning how sad it was because at that time, we only had exactly three months left to be each other. But now, that final day will be tomorrow. I think I will seriously break down and cry tonight after this. The idea of that is absolutely absurd, but everything I say right now is coming from the bottom of my heart. I am seriously going to lose someone who means a lot to me in my life, for perhaps - forever. I don't know when we will see each other again, perhaps when we are both older, have our own partners.. but if it reaches that stage, then I'm hoping that no memories will disturb our life at those times. *sigh* . Gosh I could just close my eyes, plug headphones in my ear, shut the whole world out and just stare at the ceiling with thoughts rushing in through my head. Yeah. Imma do that now actually. I'll update you tomorrow. Bye.