My word art #40

A post dedicated to the Korean Drama –

You’re Beautiful

Omg! Guess what! Yesterday, I logged into tumblr right.. and I received a question from an anon, and she asked me whether she could use "my quote" to say to people if they curse at her. And she gave me a link, and so I clicked it, thinking - "mmm... is this some sort of fake question?" you know.. the ones that msn gives you where it isn't a real person, but some computer robot virus thing. But when I clicked on it, I saw THIS:

My reaction was like.. wait a second.. this quote sounds so familiar............... (lol, I'm a bit slow sometimes, I didn't even read the name stated at the bottom). Then I finally saw my name. Hahahaha. Then to double check it , I logged into my twitter, and found the exact same words. That was when I started freaking out in excitement because I had thought that someone liked my quote so much until they asked this reaaaaaaally popular tumblr site called http://leilockheart.me/ to create a typography with it! hahaha! I was so happy you know!! :P But then when I clicked on it, I found out that I had actually submitted it from lonnnngg time ago! hahaha. LOL. :) Anyways, I felt so happy cuz I'd always wanted one of my "emotional words" to be created by someone famous from tumblr.. you know, those who create reaaaally professional typographies like her! hehe :B

OMG! do you watch korean dramas too? i saw them on ur tumblr :)

Hahaha! Yep, I am ^^ I'm currently watching "You're beautiful" (yes its a little old now) but it's still a really goood drama :) hehe..

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Word art #40

Don't you agree with my wish? The world would be a much better place to live in if people weren't racist, murderers, revenge-seeking, violent, corrupt, deceitful, and perverted human beings? It saddens me greatly to hear negative news in Indonesia every day. People fighting, a mass of university students protesting against the government, people killing each other, people being inhumane, and how the rich and famous have a salary much greater than the poor. The difference between the poor and the rich is really huge in Indonesia, and I sympathize for those unfortunate people. It's really sad you know seeing beggars on the street, and the thing is, although I give money to a lot of them, it is ultimately impossible for me to give to every single one of them because there are way too many of them :( It's like a never ending list of people. So sad..

Ewwwwll. I just looked at how horrendous my blog looks! Gosh!! It's so boring!! Hahahaha. Anyways, I don't have much time to blog nowadays, even though it's the holidays. I've been so busy going out almost everyday with my family~ and like I said last time, I don't have the inspiration rush come into me to design any word arts. Lol. 

So, what's with the image I put up? Well, it relates to my previous post from a few weeks ago. Why don't I ramble on about guys anymore? Well, there's my answer. It actually feels good to not  fill my teenage brain with useless feelings and thoughts about a guy. I think I will never be able to fully understand what feelings they have for certain people.. and the way they express it, I do not know. In this month, I realized that I would rather have many guy friends, than to have a boyfriend or be in like with a boy. 

My Reason? Because having normal guy friends can mean that you can simply have fun and enjoy life, than to be prisoned in your own heart, not knowing how to deal with the inconsistency of your feelings, how to control the way you talk with him and simply, being crushed by the truthful words that come out from his mouth. Rejection is a painful thing. Dramas and movies exaggerate reality too much. And that, is the main problem. Girls expect too much and boys don't have the guts to be manly enough to show his feelings in front of everybody. Consequence? The guy leaves it to the girl to handle their unknown relationship dilemma. Problem is, girls are very emotionally unstable. It's more than PMS, I think. Period or no period, being emotional is something that girls cannot control sometimes. Some can hide their feelings behind the smiles and laughter they put on show, but at night, that's when she pours her heart out with tears. Other girls just simply have no control, and consequently, they become high or even violent. And displaying these sort of feelings in front of the boy... hmm, not a great result I tell ya. I can imagine the guy having a negative image of that girl which leads them into disliking the girl, because they aren't able to take the hint that the girl has reached over-patience level, and boys simply can't and don't know how to comprehend that. Ha. I find this next image very amusing, because ultimately, well.. for most cases, this is the cycle of relationships that are based from stupid teenage love:

It doesn't necessarily happen all the time, though I know that it happens a lot of the time. Okay, now I feel weird that I've suddenly changed. Was it because of him? All the expectations and admiration I had for him were erased, all because of his words? I'm not sure really. I guess I was sick of thinking about these sort of stuff. I ain't really in the best position is terms of school work either. It's like I had this sudden gush of lightning past through my mind, that opened my eyes and my heart and released all the depression I've encountered this year. I realised that everything that I have done this year, was completely useless. So now it's time for change. I don't want to be that typical teenage girl who cries at night because some boy had broken her heart. Instead, I just want to enjoy my life for once, without any obstacles that causes me to shake, lose confidence or even cause a teardrop to fall from my eyes.

That's all for now,

(btw, Indonesia's Garuda soccer team is hopeless right now. I guess Malaysia has won the Asia Soccer Finals or whatever fancy name they have for it :S hahaha)

Goodnight,

A lot of thoughts and love expressed tonight,

Merry x

My family is like watching the asian soccer final, shouting at the tv, and I'm here going.. *awkward*. I'm just not into soccer alright? hahaha :)

hahahhahahaha. i was watching youre beautiful , and i spotted a viewer's comment, and at last! I found someone who realised the same thing as what me and ash thought!!!! shin woo's character and fate is so so soooo similar to ji hoo's character from BOF!! hes such a caring sweet guy!!! T.T so sad that he doesnt get picked..

MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS! <3

Merry Christmas to you toooo! (: xx

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OMG! Anyone (who is a kPop fan) who hasn't watched "You're Beautiful", watch it now!!! Move over, Ji hoo and Goo Jun Pyo! Shin Whoo, come on over! <3 bahahahahaha.

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Credit for the words: Florence ♥

It really hurts when you finally find out that you’ve adored this one person the whole time, thinking that they would be different, but it turns out that you didn't even play a significant part in their life.

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Lol. Well I will be anyways after IB is over.

Afternoon Blogger (:

Gosh, after enduring a period without any source of technology entertainment, I've become somewhat content with entertaining myself without technology such as spending time outside of my room? and playing games with my little bro. Yeah.. I don't know.. I wouldn't call it "bored" with FB, and tumblr and twitter.. I've just become.. er.. not as obsessed with my favourite sites anymore. LOL. And I mean, I was really into making word arts before holidays, but now I can't be bothered. :\ though, now if I actually think about it, I actually do have another reason to suggest why I suddenly became bored.. that is, I'm not at school since its summer holidays, so I have no typical teenager problems that I usually rant about like in my previous posts, and no inspirations come into mind anymore! D: so like I have no quotes to think of.. and you know how back then , I use to blog about my love life? Well.. I don't exactly have a love life anymore! hahahaha! unbelievable O.O that is so not like me.... LOL. I've had so much other things occupying my mind until not one single guy has come across my mind nowadays. bahaha. but now when I talk about it, I feel so .. different!! hahaha~! weird~!! Hmmm, I guess all my main/big emotions come from school then. Maybe stress was the main factor that influenced my different types of emotions every day. Like one day I would be super happy, and then next, I would be emo about something. :\ lol... I seriously need to figure out who I really am someday.

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hello blogger and its readers!!

I'm back! :D YAY. Gosh. It feels really weird not having internet for more than 3 weeks! During my time off, (besides sulking of course xD), I became a landscape designer for 3-intensive-days, a gardener, a moving-furniture-to-new-house- worker, and a cook. I was basically very exhausted every.single.day. lol.. but ah.. nevermind, I felt good afterwards because I had helped my parents alot and they were happy.

So anyways, my new house is good.. I like the bathroom.. haha. But it was so odd last night, because I couldn't sleep until 3.00am! I tossed around in my bed, moving about in different positions, but I just couldn't sleep! But the most weirdest thing is, in my mind was completely empty! I had nothing on my mind to distract me.. and yet.. I just couldnt sleep! I mean, I was comfortable with my new room and all.. but eh.. so strange yeah? anyways, good to be back blogging! :)

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Aww~ I really like this one.. I discovered this song called Angel's Cry my Mariah Carie (??) ft. Neyo, and Ashley really liked these lyrics so she asked me to make a word-art.. hahaha. So here it is :) the lyrics are really nice.. so I think you should download and listen to it :P

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?

LOL! I dunnno :P

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Have you ever had your heart broken?

Not literally. but emotionally, yes I have. I think you should already know that :p

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Are you currently missing someone?

Not at the moment.. I mean, if I still .. liked him, I guess I would be missing him right now. It's scary how principals change your feelings towards someone.

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This is gonna be my last post for today and for the rest of the week... because, I won’t have the internet for the next 8 days because I am moving! Like seriously, as soon as I start holidays, I won’t have any electronic source of entertainment! Owh... what am I gonna do? :-(

You know what? With all of my word arts that I have been posting up, a couple of days ago, I decided that I wanted my word art to have a specific theme each month. So because this is a new month, I have started to design a typography with a specific theme~ because right now , all my word arts have been all jumbled up with different types of fonts and all that. But the bad news is that you guys will have to wait until it reaches to word art #45 :P hahahaha. Personally, I think that it's quite elegant and really sleek. Hehehe. Toodles~

Your words have basically crushed all my hopes in... You.

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omg... tumblr hasn't been working for 4 hours now! what the! what is up with the super slow maintaince system?? (-_-) so stupid.

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Hello everybody~ today I had my exam exam.. I think I didn't do too well because I spent too much time doing the plan.... hoih... nevermind, I'll just do better in the comparative essay I hope. Though he hasn't given back our comparative essay that we did a couple of weeks ago, so no one knows if they can do it right or not. lol. then.. afterschool, I had a nap right, because I was so tired from last night, and I woke up just now with a very sore neck and a slight headache. T_T very painful.. haih..

Anyways, I hope you likey my 34th word art. I was totally in that mood when I was making it. Lol.. can't remember what actually happened but, eh, nevermind :) hehe. 

Envi.. you better not have a bajillion questions regarding to population tomorrow, okay? you brought down the class average for both of the envi classes' on that test last time.. (-_-)

hey love. tell us about your primary school? (;

hi~ well.. er.. lol. how do I even start this....primary school was.. really not nice for me. I was bullied by the plastics . and some of them called me fat. but to see her nowadays on myspace/FB as her words being flipped back to her, makes me happy . karma has hit her back. LOL. anyways apart from that, primary school was filled with crying, very shallow self esteem, and racism. Thank God, none of those horrible people came to TKIS. Apart from all the negative shizz, I also had wonderful buddies who were the highlight of my days. I had a wonderful bestfriend named Rachel , who introduced me to the world of makeup and boys . LOL . She was the one who held my hand at times of saddness, and she was such a lovely bestfriend who was always there to share mysterious adventures with me in her wild back yard where we would go raspberry picking every afternoon. now that i see her, her appearance has changed though I'm not suprised that shes more beautiful than she was in primary school but although her appearance has changed.. I'm sure that she's still the kind-hearted, silly girl who never fails to have fun with her friends :) <3 gosh i miss her.

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Should number 32 be my lucky number now? LOL. Because now 4700+ people have reblogged this word-art of mine :) hehehe.. Anyways, this word art was created when I was sick of ***** treating me this way. Like one minute he really was all smiley and friendly, but then over night, its like he had some sort of brainwash where the next day, he would act as if I never existed anymore. I was so fed up, I released my frustration through making this. Seriously, I dont care who he likes, or who I like, I would just appreciate it if he would stop being all BI-POLAR on me!! I just want to be friends. Normal friends. I don't want to always suffer through this sort of situation everyday of my life. Seriously dude, just stop it. You've caused a lot of crying in my life in the past, but this time, you break my heart because as soon as I just want to be friends, your changing actions and moods ruins our friendship, everytime! (-_-) you are really odd, and inconsiderate of other peoples' feelings. Get a grip on yourself and just shut-up. I'm tired of making effort to save our friendship for 2 years now.

Aw~ I just found out the reason why people had been putting cartoon characters as their profile picture on facebook! It's for the against child abuse and violence, and then you post up your happy memories from your childhood. So I decided to be Cinderella.. Because I reaaaaaally loved her when I was one. Apparently I would watch the video like 5 times a day (when I got it for my 5th birthday as a present ♥) hehehe. Then I cried when the video got wrecked. Owh man.. my heart broke that day. T_T

THAT'S IT! I'VE HAD IT WITH MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ASJOHF WEENFOWE KNFCASFWOIF WOF

*BANGS HEAD AGAINST THE WALL*

OMG. Finally 10,000 girls feel the same way.

LOOK WHAT I JUST FOUND!

After going through a few pictures of the Korean version of Boys over Flowers, I discovered the Chinese BOF and the Japanese BOF members! And oh em gee.... LOOOOK AT THEM! I am SOOOOO glad I watched the Korean Version. I mean ... no offence, but .. the F4 aren't really handsome or anything in the Chinese and Japanese version!!!! LOL.

CHINESE VERSION of F4 : And yes, the Goo Jun Pyo is the black shirt one!! :O :O omg.... what the...

The Japanese Version of F4 - Goo Jun Pyo is the one in the middle right!!!!!!! OHEMGEEEEEE....

The Korean Version of F4

there is this boy that i used to like and me and him got really close.. then he told me he liked me and i was happy and then one day, bam i stopped liking him and i don't know what to do, cause i don't want him to think that i've been leading him on

gosh. this is a rather common situation. Have you ever told him that you liked him too at some point? I think you should gently tell him that you're sorry but you would rather stick as being friends. If it breaks his heart to hear that, I think you should back off for a while and let things calm down. He will start talking to you again when he has moved on. But don't act awkwardly or coldly after you tell him this, because it will break his heart even more. So yeah, becareful of your actions girl.

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Ya know, I really don't like the colours for this typography. I mean , I love the actual picture, but the colours made it difficult for me to choose the colour of the font to make it suit the picture. So my final thought was that I was unsatisfied with this word art. Quit ironically, ALOT of tumblrs liked it! And it's one of my top reblogs on tumblr  :P hahahahaha. Oh well, that balances it out hey :P

you reeeeeeeeeeeeally like flowers :P

hahahahha!! :D Yes I doooo.. but i hate planting them. and i hate gardening. ironic, isn't it? LOL :P

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Lol. This is what I feel everyday actually. But I think I felt the worst some time last week? Yeah.

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I think this is self explanatory :)

whats your phone model?

Nokia N97 .. not the mini one though :p Oh my gosh.. now when I think of it... I miss using my phone to text people :(

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We need Time to mend the mistakes that we’ve made.

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Yeah... This one doesn't relate to me anymore, but I made it when I had an argument with one of my guy bestfriend. He was like a brother to me, and we shared a lot of memories together. I was always there for him and he was always there for me. But because I didn't keep my promise of coming on sports day, he defended his friend and he humiliated me in public. Heart-broken by him confronting me and his hurtful words - tears were inevitable that day.. I felt really upset because my friendship with both of those guys was falling apart, so I apologised to that guy, sincerely. Despite all the laughter I recieved by his friends, I ignored their thoughts because I was really and seriously sincere with my apology and I wanted to make it up to them. But thank goodness every thing is cleared now and us three are back to being friends again. But from that day, I learnt that hurtful words being spoken by a bestfriend, can really tear your heart. Becareful in what you say to others, because sometimes, words can be more powerful than actions.

ATTENTION!

Please VISIT my NEW TUMBLR BLOG - - - http://delicious-words.tumblr.com/. It’s especially dedicated to all my word-arts and nothing else (I'm sorry). But don't worry! I still use my other personal tumblr account to get inspired by other people's photography and word arts :) That way I can keep track of the progression of each picture. Remember that if you have a quote that you would like me to make for you, SUBMIT THEM, and I will credit you as well as promote your tumblr blog! :-D

how do you get so many views per day?

LOL. :) I don't know who they all are.. though I would OCCASIONALLY promote my blog on my tumblr blog.. though when I check, only around 10 people actually view it... So if that isn't the source of where the viewers come from, then I guess those viewers have always been following my blog.. anonymously :P

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Oh gosh just look at this. I think it's an ice cream cake.. *drools* . Mannnn, now when I think of it, for the past month, I've been doing something. Alright here we go, I'm going to confess that... I have been eating.. alot... for the past month. I said to myself that I deserve to be treated well since I've starved myself at school lunch times and the amount of stress I have on my shoulders have made my lifestyle unbalanced. Hence, I have been eating like my mum's cooking... and I have had 2nd's all the time.... ahahhahaha... but I said to myself (not promised!) that, I will start controlling the amount of food I eat during the holidays so that when I come back to school next year, I will look different! :-)

And omg... seriously, that JOHN dude from my school.. I'm gonna show him one day what I'm made of. He's been treating me like crap with disrespectful words.. so one day... yes one day, I will be rich, slim with beautiful hair and clothes and nice perfume, and I will walk past him, making him follow my trail. He will be attracted to the beauty, the scent of the girl. Then once I've captured his attention, I will open my sunglasses and show him that its Me. The girl who he bullied in high school. Then he will regret all the things he has done to me. And what am I gonna do? Imma push that bad boy away and cling onto my boyfriend, leaving John, in full regret. ..... HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ..... okaaaay, I watch waaayy too many dramas. LOL. .okay, I found this random korean artist from a website.. Gosh.. She's so pretty.. I Envy~ Envy~:(

When life becomes problematic, never lose faith or hope in life. Instead, turn to The Lord and He will comfort you and wipe your tears away. - Amen.

if you were given the chance to do one thing in your life again, what would it be?

I have no clue. Maybe today? So that I can re-sit my chemistry exam and then ace it since I've already seen it ? LOL.

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what's a perfect date?

LOL. I've never experienced a "perfect date" though I could imagine that a perfect date would consist of pure happiness and the love that you shared with your partner that day. <3 then when you come home and you can say to yourself without lying that - "I will never forget this night.." I think that would already classify as a perfect date in my opinion. <3

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Inspiration from the movie,Boys over Flowers. That guy is really sweet. He changed his bad boy behaviour for her. The main girl character is torn between her first love (Ji hoo) and her new love (Jun Pyo). Through it all, she ultimately realises that she loves her true love more than her first. Such a touching storyline.

TO: PERIODICITY, BONDING, GAS LAWS AND ISOMERS:

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DIE PERIODICITY THEORY, DIEE!!! But wait, if I killed it, then Chemistry would have never existed.....meh. *CONTINUES STABBING VIOLENTLY.* 

Someone ask me to make a post of how to tell if you're in love. These are my thoughts.

todays-rae-of-sunshine:

1. When you smile just thinking about a memory you shared with him/her

2. When he/she is all you think about all day every day

3. When you put their needs in front of your own

4. When you will do anything to make him/her happy even if it means sacrificing your own happiness.

5. When you wait by the phone for him/her to respond to your texts

6. When you get butterflies in your stomach when you kiss, and you are actually able to kiss without it turning into a sexual thing

7. When you want their voice to be that last one you hear before you sleep and the first one you hear when you wake in the morning

8.  When you’re with him/her everything can’t get any more perfect and you think to yourself how you never want that moment to end.

9. When you get upset after he/she drops you off at home, or when you drop him/her off at home.

10. When you can actually picture growing old with this person and spending the rest of your life with them.

You know when you’re in love when you become so selfless that what you want from the relationship no longer matters and all you want to do is anything an everything you can to prove to him/her that they are your world. 

Source: http://todays-rae-of-sunshine.tumblr.com

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Do you enjoy drama?

like... real-life drama or drama shows? haha x)

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Are you a girly girl?

hahahaha . yes I am :)
and a few years back, I noticed that 80% of my wardrobe was pink! LOL. but now its not like that.. (thank goodness) and to be a girly girl, you dont have to be obsessed with pink. you just need to be feminine i think :)

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Last person you hugged?

My mum <3 <3

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Yesh. How depressing.

Has your ex boyfriend ever gone out with one of your friends?

Yeah, back in year 9.. so it doesn't really matter because our relationship wasn't serious anyway :p

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 Hi there :) I'm kinda getting bored of studying chem. So this is a quick blog post right now just to ease the boredom. Anywho, I was browsing through my photos and I discovered that I don't take pictures of myself anymore through my webcam! D: haha. seriously, I was a BIG web-cam-whorer back then.... Trust me.. LOL. But I choose to edit one (left side), cuz I realised that I havent edited any pictures of myself in a long time either . haha . weird . so yeah. I hope you like this one :) its a bit simple though I like the colours and brightness of it.

Yesterday, omg seriously. Turtle has the biggest mood-swings ever. It's true that I over-analyse things waaaay too much. So I'm trying to improve on that annoying behaviour :B though with him.. he is so hard to work out what is going on inside his brain!! Seriously, one day hes super nice, and then next day, he avoids eye contact. Pfft. whatevers. But something happened yesterday during bio class. Me and Ash were watching B.O.F (the hot part where he takes off his shirt! hahahaha) and we started giggling right... then Nond and Joshua kept looking weirdly at us.. When the bell went, Nond asked - "Merry, what are you and Ashley watching??" and before I even had the chance to say something, Joshua was like - "Oh Franco? :-D" and then the two of them started laughing.. and i was like... "..." then I burst out laughing too! hahahaha. then i was like 'noooooo, we were watching B.O.F!!!" and then Joshua was like - "Youre watching Franco and who? ...YOU??" HAHAHA. Seriously what is up with those dudes. Then after school, the Korean meanie, John, was bullying me and ash yet again, and this time he randomly started laughing and pointed at me and said - "guess what we were doing last night." and then walked off. Then me and ash were like... okaaaaay whats happening.... because all day, franco was being nice to me again. but this time he noticed that I was the one avoiding to look at him (i think) and so he did the same (jokingly) but I fail at being mean on purpose so I start laughing as soon as we pass. LOL. But yeahhh ash was like - MERRY! Just dont look at him, okay? - hahahah. she thinks that all the guys I'm friends with are all weird and give me the silent treatment . LOL . But she's also curious as to why his behviour is always soooo .. up and down-!!! Then me and ash were asking one another :

"Do guys play truth or dare as well as girls do?" 

Because now we are getting suspicious.........

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i love your tumblr :D

thank you :-D

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