Gosh, it was such a busy day today. The morning started off okay - woke up, went to church then drove to school - not to have fun, but to do school work. The math portfolio. Met up with Ashely at the front of the school, and went to the green room, and straight away did our work. We did not turn music on. We did not socialize or play games. We weren't smoking or drinking or causing any trouble. But apparently, doing those things was a crime. Yes that's right, according to the boarding staff it was. This old lady came up to us and told us that we weren't suppose to be at school on the weekends because it's against the school rules. She didn't look happy, and she looked at us as if we were some criminals. She rolled her eyes at me, as if she thought that we knew that we were breaking the rules. I apologized to her and then she left. We worried if she was going to report us to the school owner or whatnot. Turned out that our prediction wasn't far off. She went and reported us to the male boarding staff. Perhaps 30 minutes after she had left, the male boarding staff came in and said to us sternly: "Girls, you have already been told by the other boarding staff to leave. But you didn't listen. You've disobeyed the school rules. Local students are not allowed to be at school on the weekends. Is that clear? Now pack your things and leave now. Leave, now." and then me and Ashley left, and as we passed him, he said thanks girls, but neither of us replied him because he kicked us out of school and it was raining outside and windy. So if we lived in melbourne or far away, does he not feel guilty leaving local students out there to suffer and DIE? Just because we don't pay as much as boarders, that does not mean we should be discriminated against. If no locals signed up to go to TKIS, how would TKIS be classified as a complete school? We too, are contributers to HIS INCOME. and yet, we've been getting terrible treatment. Fine, if they don't want us to visit, then I'll take HIS word. I swear I will NEVER SET FOOT on HIS SCHOOL PROPERTY. Ra'SUDI! No way would I even want to set foot in that dirty cheap school ever in my life again.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
I'm currently addicted to this group band called - "4MEN" . That group actually only consists of 3 guys because one member left the group. But nevertheless, the group still stands strong, and all of their songs are really powerful and inspiring. They aren't the best looking people in Korea, but they sure are one of the top talented singers. Hope you like their songs too, because their voices are amazing!
Source: http://www.soompi.com/forums/topic/252316-4men-official-thread/
영재 (Young Jae)
Full name: 김영재 (Kim Young Jae)
Born: July 23, 1983
Physique: 176cm, 69kg
Education: Cheonan High School
Career: Dance team "Gorilla" B-boy and instructor
신용재 (Shin Yong Jae)
Born: November 1, 1989
Physique: 176cm, 72kg
Education: Practical Arts, Music; University of Seoul
Debut: 2008 4Men [EP Album "First Kiss"]
Career: Group "Rejoice" vocalist
김원주 (Kim Won Joo)
Born: July 29, 1987
Physique: 178cm, 64kg
Education: Mechanical Engineering at Inha Univesrity (Absence)
Debut: 2008 4Men [EP Album "First Kiss"]
Source: http://www.soompi.com/forums/topic/252316-4men-official-thread/
Thursday, February 24, 2011
What do you plan to do after high school?
Travel around asia with my family! ^^
And then study at uni :)
When was the last time you received flowers?
On valentines day! <3 from 4 people ^^
But its a shame cuz I didn't get to take a photo of them (since they were infested with little gross insects the next day!) eeek! D:
What's the origin of your name?
Merry - My dad liked this actress from indo who has the same name as me... so he was inspired to name me Merry.... (-.-)"
Permata - Means diamond
Sari - Is a sarong from India I think?
Hello~
I decided to take a day off today because last night I broke up crying, and this morning my eyes were so puffy. Huft~ and I needed a time off from school because last night.. I dunno, it was just really bad for me. All these negative emotions rushed through my head and I just started crying. I think it's because of stress and the pressure that I have to become a doctor. So yeah, I wanted to just spend time with my mum today and take it easy for a while. My parents are so loving you know, they comforted me this morning, and I felt so warm when I'm with them. :)
Even more brighter news, is that last night, I checked my yahoo messenger, and I found out that I recieved an offline message from Frankie. He wrote me this: "Happy Valentines Day, baby sister. miss you." - How sweet is he? :) I got so teary last night, cuz it was my first time to be called a baby sister. A little bit corny, but I think it's cute. It's a really nice feeling you know, when people still think about you. And I want to thank all those people who helped me last night deal with my emotional problem too. So thank you to Bec, Michelle, Wilson, Gemma, Shaun, and Florence. It's nice to know that people care about others who are in depressed conditions. :') Thank you. I really appreciate it all.
Today I have been feeling very depressed. I started off with a good morning, though my mood drastically changed after receiving my mark for my biology revision set question back. “Alright, that’s what I got last time.” I thought. But then Ash said to me – “Merry, is it just me, or are we failing biology tests recently?” That question struck me and in that instant, my mood went really low. I wouldn’t say I became de-motivated but rather, despondent to the fact that I realised the same thing as Ashley. Later on, when we asked how our maths test went, my teacher gave me the same old disappointed face, and she said that I did okay. OKAY? I thought. I had studied for ages for that integration test! Turned out I only got 70% - That’s good! you might say, but no, not this year it’s not. I want to prove to my maths teacher that I’m not as stupid as she thinks I am. I was never stupid in maths in the first place, and I will never be stupid. It frustrates me how low she sees me, and how much she has insulted me behind my back. Sometimes, when I think of these things, I wonder if it’s even worth it to still live. Further on to add on my distress, at recess, I accidently walked out the library carrying a library textbook. I really didn’t mean to, but I was careless enough to forget. So then the scary librarian came up to be with a stern face and voice, warning me – “Um. Merry. I have to give you an official warning for this. You’ve disobeyed the school rules. Next time I’ll report you to the school if you do this again.” and I was freaking out.. and so I said – “Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry Ms! I really didn’t mean to do it! I’m so sorry!” and she was like – “We don’t look at the intentions of the student, we only look at their actions. So let me tell you again, if you repeat this mistake, I’ll be reporting you.” and then I apologised once again and left with Ash. She doesn’t know how bad she made me feel. Like wth? Does she find pleasure at reporting innocent people? And if I do get reported, what will the consequence be? I have to pay money or something to her? I mean, what’s the point of installing that beeping machine then?? Ugh. then how about Ms Burns? She accidently took a maths book out and that machine thing didn’t even beep! Does the rules apply to teachers as well? I feel like complaining to the school or something. But I can’t. It’s useless. As if the school will listen to a puny insignificant LOCAL student.
Does anyone know how to escape from this world without choosing suicide?
Merry.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Things that piss me off?
- Arrogant people . Seriously, we've got heaps of rich people at my school , but there's this one guy who is so snobbish and thinks he can treat anyone however he likes. Yeah, I mean.. one of my friend was telling me about something that happened, and then I just got hyped up for some reason.... like... hyped up to go kick him or something. Bahahahahhaa! I can't actually image myself bashing him. LOL. Nehhh, I'm not that mean............ Anwyays.. He's like.. always sleeping around in class, and so sluggish, and is obsessed with his girlfriend. Wait - without A girlfriend, he can't live. Or so it seems anyway. Pfft, he doesn't know how to respect people. :(
- IB . Yeah, IB in general. I feel like I'm so exhausted at the start of afternoon times. My eyes burn, and I can't concentrate in class. So yeah, I was a little odd this afternoon because of this. It annoys me because I know I have alot of deadlines this week . sigh .
- People who use you for their own benefit . Ugh . Seriously, there's this one - - - who annoys everyone because she seriously does use people for her own benefit. And she's one of those people who won't do anything to repay you unless you keep begging her or warn her that you'll do something if she won't take responsibility.
- There's one last attitude, where a person argues with you and only looks at one side. Consequently you lose because you've been yelled at them and you seem powerless. Ever experienced that? expecially if the arguement was caused from one little insignificant problem.... hoih.
Okay sorry, I just had to let this all out. because I think I'm getting a little stressed, and I dont want to turn to facebook to release my stress cuz I dont want to repeat the same mistake I made last year... anyways, see you next time.. :] Promise I wont be as emotional as this. Haha :p
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Red or Blue?
:O???? how'd you get my formspring...........
haha, anyways, blueeeeee, but red is sexier :P
Saturday, February 19, 2011
I'm just not that sort of girl.
Who enjoys to party like an animal.
No matter what they tell me, how much fun it is to be crazy, just pump it like the music is beating, dance like no ones watching - I just can't be who they want me to be.
Why?
Because He has chosen a different path for me than where everyone else is heading.
Who enjoys to party like an animal.
No matter what they tell me, how much fun it is to be crazy, just pump it like the music is beating, dance like no ones watching - I just can't be who they want me to be.
Why?
Because He has chosen a different path for me than where everyone else is heading.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Helloooos!
Ahh, I'm so tired today. No, I've actually been tired this whole weeeek! :-( since I've been sleeping at around 1am ish so yeah. But nevermind, I can't really sleep early anyways because I only have 10 months left. Everything that happens this year will determine my future. So I'll just have to endure all the pain and stressful moments. *sigh*Well today was an alright day. Had it's ups and downs.. The ups is that us year 12's have finally gotten our year 12 black jumpers! Yay! Still feels weird though because I'm not used to being "the biggest people in the school" hahahah, since I'm short. LOL. But nevertheless, I was happy to get it :) Now the down part of today was that the students who want to go into medicine had to attend Ms Hickey's meeting... and oh ma gad... it was so scary. She made it sound like it was impossible to get through medicine, since we need to have an amazing personality to pass the 13 series of interviewing, high IB scores and pass the UMAT test. Basically, we need an outstanding personality + be a genius. Hhahaha... I was about to cry during that meeting you know. I was so scared that I won't be able to meet my goal in life. T^T . But I'll try my hardest and see how I do. I'll have to search for more options outside of medicine, even though I don't want to :( sniff.
Valentine's day was fantastic! Neither me or ashley won the bet, cuz we both lost. since both of us got a gift from a guy. I got 4 roses, 3 of them were expected, but one of them wasn't.. and the thing is.... like, what does he want from me? Seriously, he should stop leading girls on. Like if I still liked him right, I would have instantly thought that he likes me again or something. Since he bought me the rose and chocolates pack. But obviously, since I don't like him anymore, I tried not to over-analyse it. So I guess that's good for myself since I didn't get distracted so I could still focus on doing my IB homeworks. :) Though Shaun teased me.... and so did Suchet........ and Nond. hahahah. like what the... why am I always the victim here? but like shaun said today, he told me to just laugh whenever they tease me about it. because apparently, it's funny. ....... mmmhmm. lol :p So yeahhhh, valentines day was lovely, and thanks again to all the lovely people who bought me gifts. Hehe. Also, Emma and Tambiye - thank you so much lovlies! Thank you for the perfume and the cute as teddy bear birthday gift!!! Love you both!Ahhhhhh , chemistry excursion tomorrow! :D and I MIGHT meet Shaun Ooi (Ashley's friend) for the first time, so thats exciting. and we get to play with fun stuff ( i hope ) at RMIT. Haha. Should be a good day. Although, it's so stupid how we might have to use the old white bus. I am come on...... we are a private school... in a potentially crappy old bus. Yeah. So what's the point of "marketing our school" actually? with the whole wearing-the-blazer-school policy? since apparently we are suppose to advertise our school and such. pfft... and then we are riding in some old bus. Ironic isn't it?
What song best describes your life right now?
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
let me get back to this question later! :)
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
You changed your skin again, lol.. :)
haha yeahh... I did....... but I like it. :) it allows people to comment again :)
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Aloa~~ gosh, doing my homework on our new iMac is so awesome~~ hahaha. Everything is so clear and prettyyyyyyy... hahah! But dun worry, I still love my blue acer laptop~ hehe :B yes, we have shared many memories together. It's always been there for me whenever I am happy, sad, emo, moody etc.. :B haha. Well I'm in a jolly good mood, gosh knows why, but yeah! Maybe it's because it's valentines day tomorrow? :) I wonder how they'll give out the presents. Hahah, I'm excited. ^^ . And you know what will make me even happier? If - - recieves a surprise from ahem ahem. HAHAHA. Ahhhhhh *wipes tear from eye from laughter* , if that does happen, me and ash will surely tease her for the rest of the week! LOL. It's time our fellow apprentices experience their own real life situation with a guy~~~~~ hahahhaa. that way, it's not only me and ashley just telling our own pass love stories. LOL. But yeahhh~~~ when it's - - turn to experience it, (whether it happen in university or now! xD) but I'll always update ashieeeee first. Bahahahahah! Oh btw, I checked this Monash website thingo right.. and I found out that theres 40,000 students in Monash (but that's all of them put together) and Clayton is the biggest uni right, so I'm guessing theres around 20,000 students if I'm not mistaken. Which means that there will be so much guys to chose from! mwahahahahhaa. Unlike.... this year..... you know....... the choice is pretty much limited..... everyone has their own bf/gf..... and yeahhhhh....... we are like the biggest at the school so there's not much choices...... so yeahhhh. I'm excited and pumped! OMG speaking of uni, I have to email ms hickey still!!! :OOOOO what will I saaaayyyy to her?!?!?! I'm so nervous! hahaha! Anyways, byebye!! ^^
Hello! What did you get for your birthday!? ^^
Hellos~ Umm, well I got a earrings, a purse, a few cute things from korea, a lovely purfume, an imac, and lots of love! <3 (n_n)
ahah you're welcome! and im glad i could make you smile :) -Gurjeet
awh~ thank you once again, Gurjeet! <3
Saturday, February 12, 2011
OMG, its you birthday today! I hope you have an amazing one, and that you enjoy it, and that all your wishes come true. I hope you have an amazing time, and that you enjoy being another year older! Live it up, and enjoy the special day while it lasts! :)
thank you! this is really nice <3 made me smile :)
Thursday, February 10, 2011
hello! r u more active on tumblr or blogspot? :)
blogspot! :) well actually both when I'm on holidays, but I have no time to go on tumblr when I have school (cuz get gets sooo addictive!) haha..
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Hellooooooos :) Gosh I miss blogging a lot! School is really busy right now, with so much deadlines, it's so craaaazy! I mean, my english teacher didn't even know that the world lit essays draft was supposed to be due this friday! And my whole class was like... whaaaaaaaat!!! Hoih. I really most passionately dislike him. I don't even want to write anything on here about him. Pfft. Anyways, besides that we all have to be prepared to face the end of the term as well before we head off to camp, because a week before that, there will be soooo much IA's due! Gosh.. I just want to disappear or something! :(
Moving on from the bad side of things, it's my brother's birthday today! :B hehe. He's such a cutie. Even if he's 8cm shorter than me and 6 years younger than me, but he still has the most cutest baby face ever. Hahaha. I love him alot :) And jus now I posted it on my facebook status, and my old friend Rachel, she liked it.. and when I saw her like, I kinda smiled for a while because you know why? Back then when we were grade 6, so carefree and spent our afternoons in the backyard discovering new things... (unlike now where us kids spend our afternoon on the laptop. HAHA) we used to bring along my 5 year old brother, and I still remember how we would grab his hand and spin him around, and just watch him walk unstably (still dizzy) and eventually he would fall down on the ground. Then we would all laugh together cuz he looked so cute.. hahahahaha :D yeahhhh... I still treasure my good memories in my heart <3And then tomorrow is my close friends birthday! RITA! :DD She's so nice and friendly, so I decided that I'll give her a present ^^ I like making people happy.. hehe.. aaaalso that means I need to bring ashie's present~~~~~ hehe.. Hope she likes it :) AND THEN 2 days after that , on the 11th of Feb, is my birthday! :D yay! hahaha. I hope it won't be like last year though.. it started off with a bad morning where a bunch of friends said hi to me like really casually... and I thought it was an act or maybe they forgot or something, but then when a senior friend (well we weren't even friends actually! lol) told them that it was my birthday, they were like, "ohh.. yeah.. happy birthday." and to be honest my heart sank a little when I saw their casual expressions... so yeah. Maybe it's because I'm too sensitive.. but I dont know. :( so I learnt from that experience, and now this year, I'm not reaaally hoping for anything. That way I won't be disappointed if anything happens. Like if something nice happens this time, I'll be really greatful and think of it as a bonus in life? Yeah I don't know what I'm even talking about. I'll just look on the brightside on things yeah? :)
And there's something about valentines day, though I'll update you with that one next week after it has happened... hehe :B a few bets coming along the way~~~~~~ and I'm sure I'll win, ASHLEY.. hahahahaha :D xxxxx anyways toddles~~~~~ have a good week everyone!
How do you think you gonn spend your valentine ?
Be a single pringle, and go around asking my girl friends - "will you be my valentineeee? :D" hahahaha.... yeahhhhh... just cuz were single, we can go around sharing our love toooo ^^ not just only people who are dating! hehehe :B
ohmigosh! almost your birthday. are you excited? :) any plans for what you wanna do?
hahaha, yeeeees it is :) hmmmm, I haven't planned anything.. and I usually don't anyway, but I love surprises? :DD hahaha...
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Who's the most overrated musician?
the jonas brothers..
I liked them when they were still not well known.. haha
A celebrity you dislike.
gosh.. I reaaaaally dislike this girl celeb from Indo, but I dunno her name... shes really OTT. hate it..
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Something that you're really good at ?
Good question. That's what I'm trying to find out right now about myself :S
Whats your biggest goal your trying to accomplish as of now?
to get an IB score of 40 and above? well that's my biggest.. my 2nd biggest is probably to get accepted in medicine at monash uni :)
Heya! It's been a lonnnng time since I've blogged, huh? :O I kinda miss blogging to be honest, but it's only been the first week of school and homework and assignment preparations are already piling up. :( I mean, I'm actually blogging at school right now , since I have free time :p hehe.. At home, it's like my mum supervises me everywhere at anytime... so yeah.... hahah. So how has the week gone so far? Well.. I'm glad that nobody has changed personality-wise, but for appearance wise, a lot of girls have changed their hairstyles. There's no new hot guys , which is a bummer, but eh, I'm content with everything else.. I just have 8-9 months left then I can be free and go to uni! yeah! And like I said a few months ago, it's ironic that now I'm not so interested in .. you know... that kind of 'i like so and so' ... hahaha. Or maybe thats because there's no one to influence me YET. (HAHA, directing straight to ASHLEY SEE.). Gosh I miss you woman! There's still no one to share my excitement with about all the Korean dramas!! LOL.
I found this photo on tumblr.. I think it fits how I feel perfectly :) I mean I really do miss you know frankie and sokhom and you know what I use to blog about, but now, I've accepted that things have changed, because this is life. Whether I like it or not, I must accept it, right? I miss that feeling of being cared about and all.. but it's the past.. and we weren't meant to be. So why bother wasting time on somone who doesn't like you back? So yeah.. it's okay, I'll focus on year 12 now, and worry about that stuff in university . :) haha, well anyways, dad is probably gonna pick me up sooonn. So toooodles~~~~ And happy chinese new years everybody! :D
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