Helloooos!

Ahh, I'm so tired today. No, I've actually been tired this whole weeeek! :-( since I've been sleeping at around 1am ish so yeah. But nevermind, I can't really sleep early anyways because I only have 10 months left. Everything that happens this year will determine my future. So I'll just have to endure all the pain and stressful moments. *sigh*

Well today was an alright day. Had it's ups and downs.. The ups is that us year 12's have finally gotten our year 12 black jumpers! Yay! Still feels weird though because I'm not used to being "the biggest people in the school" hahahah, since I'm short. LOL. But nevertheless, I was happy to get it :) Now the down part of today was that the students who want to go into medicine had to attend Ms Hickey's meeting... and oh ma gad... it was so scary. She made it sound like it was impossible to get through medicine, since we need to have an amazing personality to pass the 13 series of interviewing, high IB scores and pass the UMAT test. Basically, we need an outstanding personality + be a genius. Hhahaha... I was about to cry during that meeting you know. I was so scared that I won't be able to meet my goal in life. T^T . But I'll try my hardest and see how I do. I'll have to search for more options outside of medicine, even though I don't want to :( sniff. 

Valentine's day was fantastic! Neither me or ashley won the bet, cuz we both lost. since both of us got a gift from a guy. I got 4 roses, 3 of them were expected, but one of them wasn't.. and the thing is.... like, what does he want from me? Seriously, he should stop leading girls on. Like if I still liked him right, I would have instantly thought that he likes me again or something. Since he bought me the rose and chocolates pack. But obviously, since I don't like him anymore, I tried not to over-analyse it. So I guess that's good for myself since I didn't get distracted so I could still focus on doing my IB homeworks. :) Though Shaun teased me.... and so did Suchet........ and Nond. hahahah. like what the... why am I always the victim here? but like shaun said today, he told me to just laugh whenever they tease me about it. because apparently, it's funny. ....... mmmhmm. lol :p So yeahhhh, valentines day was lovely, and thanks again to all the lovely people who bought me gifts. Hehe. Also, Emma and Tambiye - thank you so much lovlies! Thank you for the perfume and the cute as teddy bear birthday gift!!! Love you both!

Ahhhhhh , chemistry excursion tomorrow! :D and I MIGHT meet Shaun Ooi (Ashley's friend) for the first time, so thats exciting. and we get to play with fun stuff ( i hope ) at RMIT. Haha. Should be a good day. Although, it's so stupid how we might have to use the old white bus. I am come on...... we are a private school... in a potentially crappy old bus. Yeah. So what's the point of "marketing our school" actually? with the whole wearing-the-blazer-school policy? since apparently we are suppose to advertise our school and such. pfft... and then we are riding in some old bus. Ironic isn't it?