Thursday, March 31, 2011

Some people are so rude.

Today, I did my oral. I think I did pretty well, apart from the fact that I was lagging by 1.5 seconds behind my powerpoint slides. Haha. There were 2 girls who slept during my presentation today, and I thought that was quite rude. I mean just respect my TOK oral, and I will respect yours. And just by listening to the speaker, gives the speaker more confidence. But no... they don't understand that.... they only understand the let's make out language.

How much sleep do you get every night?

weekdays: 6-7 hours
weekends: 9 hours

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OMG HE SHOULD TOTALLY FREAKIN STOP EATING MY STATIONERY >:( RIGHT BBGURRL?

HAHAHAHAHAHA! SO TRUUUUE!! You know, next time, I'm gonna be like Emma and say - You know Jesse, you either USE YOUR PEN OR CLOSE THE LID! - NOT TREAT IT LIKE A BUBBLE GUM. mwahahaha.

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sooooooo you probably know who this is by the writing style buuuuut i think you're a really lovely and genuine person :)

Naww~~~~ You're too sweet! ^^ thank you..
Oh gosh, this is embarrassing to say this, but... is this gurjeet?? Am I right?? D: I'm so sorry if I'm wrong!! :(

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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Oh mannnnn.... after listening to Secret Garden's OST, makes me want to watch another Korean Drama... but I caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnn't! Too. much. IB. work. *faints*
Oh my gosh, we only have two weeks left of school! And I have a gazillion IA’s due next week and the week I come back to school! Oh mannn…. (-_-) . On the other hand however, my social life is much better than last year. I am so glad that I have not got one particular guy stuck in my mind, because apart from them having the potential to ruin my psychological state, I am allowed to have my eyes wonder around to whomever I like ! Mwahahaha. I sound like a stalker. (O_o) Hahaha. :P Nahh, I’m not that creepy. Ashley’s the one having all her boyfriends. There’s like 20 of them lining up back in Malaysia! Hahahahah! :P I knew it. I just KNEW IT. She’s the one who has influenced me into being who I am today!!! LOL. (and don't you dare say you're innocent Ashley!!! xD hahahah!!) Ahem. Anyways… Tomorrow is my TOK Oral! And I’m first! I found more pictures to put on it, so that my class won’t get bored by my presentation. J But yeah. Today in the library, me and some other year 12’s (Tambie, Wafi, Fauzan, Joshua and Abu) feat Alvin from year 11, were in the meeting room. And then I just did my presentation in front of them with the smart board. It was good practise actually, but when I get nervous I feel hot. And my whole body starts to become increasingly hot. :\ so yeahhhh. I hope I don’t do that tomorrow. But anyways it was funny at one stage because I was doing a pause, then at the same time, Fauzan was watching Japanese Anime, and one of the characters went : “Aaaaaaaaarrghhhhhhh. *dieing sound*” and then everyone started laughing. Haha.. Then we looked at my sport day pictures and we started laughing at Wafie’s expression and Shauns expression. It is hilarious! They look so funny!!!! LOL. Check out the one in blue (1st pic) and the light green one (2nd pic)! xD


Is it just me or do I keep seeing that good looking guy everywhere I go? :P kekeke...  And I always see Pascal too… :S OH! And donut spoke to me today. He chose to sit next to Fatin… instead of me…. so you know I was there, like a loner being a loner in some corner who got yelled by Ms Frawley about my power cord for my laptop…………… what a sad loner. L ahhahaha. Anyways, I came and sat nearer to him (not because of him actually!) but because I needed a powerpoint…. and then he came talked to me. Actually he just looked at me… and I was like …. what? Hahahah. then we had a little conversation about his nails and blah blah okay I’m gonna practise my TOK oral now. I’ve been doing all night actually…. so tiring man… But I’m confident I’ll do well J horray!

What things do you do to stay healthy?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA........................................................

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Guess what happened a few hours ago.. I was on facebook and suddenly turtle sent me a message through chat. Guess what my first reaction was. - Oh so now you begin to talk to me straight after you get over your ex-lover huh? . hahaha . so anyways, I said hi and all and began chatting away. Well we weren't spontaneously chatting away.. because I was busy making cue cards for my TOK oral . haha. but yeah, I didn't want to always be the one making a new topic, and I certainly didn't want to say - "What are you doing?" Because THAT specific line indicates that I WANT to continue talking with him to keep the conversation going. Hahah.. ahh.. nevermind.. I shall continue doing my ESS homework. Toodles~


This is an inspiring typography :]

seriously Merry, if I blog about my daily activities in Malay language, can you understand it?? hehehe ;)

Hey Nell! :) Haha, yes I do understand most of it :P Most of my friends at my school are malaysians :p so yeahhh~ I'm sort of used to it :D There's just a few words that I don't know every now and then, but apart from that, its all good :) Haha

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How many languages do you speak?

Can I re-phrase this question?
"How many languages have you attempted to learn?"

1. English is define
2. Indonesian is partly
3. Javanese is partly
4. Chinese is a fail for me
5. Cantonese isn't much better
6. Japanese [ only the basics ]
7. Korean [ the same as before ]

So yeah :) that's why I rephrased the question because I'm not that great at learning new languages :S

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Hiya! I just felt like blogging this weekend, so here I am, eating hot pancakes (not burnt! horray!), sitting in front of the IMac. 2 weeks to go, I think , before it's holidays. But to be honest, as much as I'm looking forward to it, I'm reluctant for it to come because I know what's ahead of me. I've got 2 freaking Biology IA's due, 1 more chemisty IA to do, and an Indonesian Oral Speech to think of . And this Chemistry IA I'm doing right now is driving me insane. EE is driving me insane!! (=.=) . and by the way, my most recent novel I'm doing for my extended essay, is called Siti Nurbaya. It's so depressing. Actually, I don't really like it. It's such a thick book, but the events in the story is just repeatitive and drones on alot. (-_-) Basically both the protagonists (male and female) die, her parents die and their enemy dies. Like what theeeeeeee. I liked my other book better, it's more about love~~~~~ but yeah. Haih. IB is so tough man. I wish I'd never choose to come here! Humph. 

Moving along, last night I discovered this guy right.. well on facebook it said that we had mutual friends, and so I clicked on him and I was like... I dont know him..... then I read his wall and only then did I realise that it was Bill! He's Chinese and he was the one that used to be at my school! I was like whoahhhhhhh. Because firstly, he changed his name to "Thomason" and also he changed his hairstyle, so he looks really cool right now. And I was just talking to Tambie, and she was like - "Merry, you should have gone out with him!!! He's so hot now!!!!! HAHAHAHA" - Hahahahahahah, yeahhhhhhh, so we basically had our girl discussions and it was so funny xD

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Do you believe in ghosts? Why or why not?

Yes, go visit Indonesia if you don't believe. and dare to sleep in a house by yourself! Then for those who don't believe, will change their mind ;)

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So I heard from my friend that TOP used to be obese. and at first I couldn't believe it. TOP? Fat? I Don't think so... I mean look at him now. His face is so slim, in fact, his whole body is so slim! Haha. Like it seems so.. I don't know, unbelievable I guess at that time when my friend told me. So just now I went and researched, and look what I have found!!!!! Hahahaha. Just wow.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Something that a lot of girls can relate to.

I feel this awkward gap between me and him. To be honest, I haven’t really been thinking about this in a very long time, since there is not a single guy who has been on my mind since the start of this year. What’s wrong with him? Just because we used to have some sort of complicated relationship in the past, that doesn’t mean that he has to act all “let’s keep distance between us.” sort of thing. I’m alright with all his other friends you know. It’s just HIM who’s still standing up to his principles about keeping distance with a girl who he’s had problems with in the past. UGH. I just wanna slap him or something! But you know what, now that I think even more about this, - He’s not worth my time. He can go waiting for his Stephenie for the rest of his life, for all he wants. Because I’m living off fine without him in my life anyway. But this quote underneath, is directly what he has done. and I'm sure that many of you girls have felt the same way..

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Hello hello!
Gosh, I haven’t blogged in quite a while! D: I miss blogging. :( but yeah, I have been so busy nowadays! For those who do IB probably know how tough TOK is, right?! Well yeah, my TOK oral is next week and now I’m freaking out a little because I have to add stuff and it will muck up my whole timing thing on my powerpoint and I have to do it all over again... haih.. But anyways, there’s no major gossip or news about me.. nothing interesting.. since there are like NO SWEET GUYS at my school anyway. (=.=)

I had a nice talk with Ishka today :] We were talking about “ahem” her you know.. stalker or whatever shizz. and it was hilarious when she told me all her stories xP hahahah. But the bad thing was , was that she thinks that I’M HIS NEXT TARGET! And I was like... whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! No way! TAMBIE IS!!!! hahahahahahha (sorry Tambie xDDDDDDD) . But yeah before that she was telling me that she swapped her TOK Oral day with him, and then apparently, he looked so happy to swap with her. And then I was like – Nooooo , he wasn’t smiling because of that! He was smiling because you finally talked to him! Because you were his EX – TARGET. So he felt happy because he still has those little feelings for you~~~~~~ and then shes like – what. no it’s not! hahahahha..... yeahhhh you see, i see what others dont~~~~ hahhahha. Never mind, it was just so funny today :] Ohhhh! My orthodontist said that I’ll be taking my braces off in May! Horray! That means by graduation, I won’t have braces anymore :DD YES! ! ! :D hahaha.

Anyways, Schoool is so busy. I better finish editing my TOK, yeah?
Byeeeeeeeee x (p.s I miss going on tumblr :( *sighhhhhh*

Monday, March 14, 2011



I am so in the mood to blog right now, but my TOK Oral Presentation is waiting for me to edit it.
Owwwwwww :(

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Hello~ Today I just went shopping for International Day. Bought the snacks that I'm gonna sell on the day. Hope they all sell! :D I actually really hope that we will get a lot of profit, so that the more we can donate to the SOS Children's Village in Jakarta Indonesia. :) I got sent some photos from them, and I smiled because it was so happy to see the children, playing around, and having fun, whilst learning and growing up with a loving family. It's so touching how this International Organisation looks after abandoned / orphan children and raise them up :) So I really hope that my school supports this program. It's my first time organizing a fundraising program without my parents help, so I'm a bit slow at catching up and such but I think it's a good experience for me :B I'm like nervous but excited at the same time. Hahaha. But anyways, I'm going to live independently anyway when I'm heading off to Uni so yeahhhh... :)

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Tsunami in Japan


Gosh, I was looking at a couple of photos on tumblr about this Tsunami, and it seriously made my heart break after seeing the terrible condition that Japan in facing. The pictures are so heart-breaking, so I started crying. It really is awful that the world has been facing some terrible disasters. I mean think about it, there have been bush fires, tsunamis, earthquakes, cyclones, floods, war, and famine.. Is the world really coming to an end? It may not necessarily be in 2012, but it could be THIS YEAR or 2013!! Actually, I am quite scared just thinking about this.. but since I'm a Christian right.. in the Bible it says that before God is coming down to earth for the second time, there will be several problems that the world will face, as a sign of warning that the end of time is near. And those warnings are the things I listed before - earthquakes, war, no peace between countries etc. I think that everyone will obviously have different opinions about this, (like on tumblr, there are 29000+ that think that there have been "signs" that the world will end in 2012), but I don't know. I think the most important thing for me is to be closer to Lord Jesus, because He is my everything. Which reminds me, on the holidays, I posted about how I wanted to know what the meaning of life is to me, and I have finally figured it out. In this life, I don't want the materials in this world to over rule my life. Sure, I will study as hard as possible, so that I will have a bright future, a successful career and a beautiful family, but I don't want money or love to be number one. Because like my parents, my number one is Jesus. I don't care what others will say once they read this, because it's all up to them. But to be honest, I'm not embarrassed or ashamed to proclaim this :)  Because anyway, when we die, it's not like we bring money to heaven or to hell. But you know, I heard that in hell, the people who are in there, bring along what made them sin on earth. Like if they commit adultery, then there will be snakes which ... yeah it's a bit grotesque actually. I won't say it.. people might freak out. lol. There was even a story about a woman who on earth, was obsessed with perfume. She made perfume as her God to rule her life. And in hell, she was sprayed with acid and suffered terribly each and everyday... (don't take my word literally.. I forgot what the real story said.. but I'm just saying something along that story)... So yeahhh... I got freaked out after reading this book. But anyway, my conclusion for today is - watch every decision you make in life because we don't surely know what will happen to us after death. And after we die, it's too late to erase our actions/thoughts that we committed on earth.

That's all for now! Bye- bye.

Year of a Million Dreams.


Scarlett Johansson as Cinderella

Rachel Weisz as Snow White

Jessica Biel as Pocahontas

Jess Bridges as the Beast and Penelope Cruz as Belle from Beauty and the Beast

Mikhail Baryshnikov as Peter Pan, Gisele Bundchen as Wendy and Tina as Tinkerbell

Julie Andrews as the Blue Fairy from Pinocchio and Abigial Breslin as Fira from Disney Fairies

Jennifer Lopez as Jasmine and Marc Anthony as Aladdin

David Beckham as Prince Phillip

Olivia Wilde as the Evil Queen, Alec Baldwin as The Mirror

Queen Latifah as Ursula from The Little Mermaid

Whoopi Goldberg as the Genie

Beyonce as Alice, Lyle Loveett as the March Hare and Oliver Platt as the Mad Hatter

Julianne Moore as Ariel and Michael Phelps as a Merman

Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens as Prince Phillip and Princess Auroa

Drew Barrymore as Belle from Beauty and the Beast

Annie Leibovitz’s Disney Dream Portrait Series is an advertisement campaign for Disney Parks’ Year of a Million Dreams.

Friday, March 11, 2011

PARENTS ARE SO UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ns cawoefhwa oejfwaorf wodjfowa efo sfnosa jfowjf salfjo;w ;oi.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

TODAY, was a horrible day. My hair was gross. My face was gross. My mood was gross. Math was gross. TOK is gross. Envi is gross. AND I NEED TO SLEEP. :(
Alrighty, this song is quite old, but still!!!! Makes me love Ji Hoo from Boy Over Flowers all over again~~~~ He's so hot... hahaha. But they are all hot in this MV. Love this song! :D

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Look what I just found xD
A sample of a conversation between me and malanu :P

Merry says:
* wat ar you doing then ? :B
....Zogi_Neta.... says:*dude, it that a rabbit-teeth smile??
Merry says:*hehe sorry im currently obsessed with that smiley
*hahahahaha
....Zogi_Neta.... says:*BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Merry says:*yeahhhhh
*its cute
*hahahahahahahaha
...Zogi_Neta.... says:*that just made me burts out laughing!!!
*BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*lmAO!!!
*i dunno y
*maybe coz it reminds me of the beaver in the doll house at dufun (indo theme park)
*XD
*hahahaha 
Merry says:*BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
*WHAT THE
*LOL!
Hahahaha, all we do is laugh when one of us is high :P

what do you like to do in your spare time?

blog about my day, or spend time with my family :)

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Hello! Today is a good day! :D I don't know why, but I'm so energetic and so happy! Hahaha. But I have a migrane... so that's the only thing that's bugging me :( huufft... anyways! Maybe the reason why I'm so merryyyy is not only because the weather is so bright and cheeerryyy, but maybe because for TOK, I actually know what I'm gonna talk about! YEAAAAAHH THATS RIGHT! Hahahhaha. So hopefully I will be on the right track and not have a poorly structured essay/presentation like last time :( huuhhh...

Saturday, March 5, 2011


Marc Jacobs Daisy. This is the perfume that I reaally want :( along with Hilary Duff's With Love.


The last day of Rogaining!

Hahaha, see how evil they are!!

Ashley and me just got stalked by a black dog for an hour around Willowmavin (that didn't want us to escape its sight!!!) , then got chased by a group of vicious magpies (who were somewhat trying to plan a swooping attack on us) and some croaking evil crow (glaring at us and guarding its area or something!!) . What a lovely way to finish rogaining.... Need I say more? HAHAHA :P But never the less, thank goodness rogaining is finally over. It was a good experience and all but its so tiring and time consuming. 5 hours walking around kilmore is not the best activity to do on a weekend. Haha. But anyways, at least I finished CAS? :DDDD YAY.

What quality do you value most in your friends?

they make me laugh and make me haaaappyy! :)

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My word art #61


Going to go rogaining today! And I think we have some luck today! The sun is out, the birds are singing, and the day awaits me to have a nice day :) I hope. Hehe

Friday, March 4, 2011

Emotional Breakout.

How does it feel when you don't want to open up to your friends? Being so closed with all your minor secrets, as if they are life-threatning deep dark secrets? But little do you realise.. you press on, forcing your friend to share all her secrets to you, even though she shouldn't tell you because it's not her secret and that she could get in trouble if she's caught, but she ends up telling you anyway, to save friendship? 

Question: Is it fair when a friend does this? and how would you feel if it happened to you?

Anyone reading this, don't take this personal or get offended.  (unless if you know it's you. BAM! Hahahahahha, kidding).  I'm just curious to know what others think :)

another week gone

Every time the week passes by, I think to myself, how much closer we are to final end of years exams.

I have mixed feelings today, though right now I feel so exhausted and I just feel like sleeping. Good and bad things have happened to me this week, but I hope things will be better next week. Just as soon as I finish my TOK draft AGAIN, I'll feel 20kg fall off my shoulders. The fact that I got my structure wrong and have to start all over again... to be honest, I am not one happy Merry. But instead of anger, I feel so disappointed in myself like as if I want to cry. Well I actually did the other day, but not so much that I had a total break down or something. So *sigh* life is so monotonous, and *sigh* it's just those days where I just feel like I want to disappear again... like *bling*

Believe in true love ?

Sure! :)

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Looking forward to march hols ?

YES YES YES! Because I'l be taking my drivers test by then! :D

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The start of march, is life better ?

HAHAHAHAHHAAHA. NO.
Is there such thing as life getting better in year 12 IB?

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What fear would you most like to conquer?

the dark D:

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Tuesday, March 1, 2011

BEAST - Beautiful

Watch this MV if you are addicted to KPOP! :D
I guarantee that you won't be disappointed!! Because,,
ahhhhhhh, they are so good looking.. *fans herself*


Feeling nostalgic

Hi all :) I've been studying and I thought I would take a break from it. I was browsing on my Facebook history and I became very nostal...