May I confess something right here? Right now? Well here it goes.. 

For the past few days whenever I have been listening to depressing songs, I remember all the memories I’ve had in the past. The memories that are still locked up in my head and refuse to disappear. I actually really miss being in love. I'm so embarrassed sounding so corny, and to be honest, I feel weird just talking about this now because it’s been a long time since I’ve talked about this .. erm..  topic .. I just read my chat history, and there were funny conversations, sad ones, embarrassing ones.. sweet ones... I miss those times. I remember how warm I felt whenever I spoke to the guy I liked, or even to my boyfriend. *sigh* I don’t necessarily want a boyfriend now, because like I’ve said in the past, I am happy to be single in highschool because there aren’t any restrictions. But I would prefer if some sort of drama popped up in my life to spice things up. Haha.. All I’m doing is study , study , assignments, orals, assignments, orals and tests tests and tests. And later on it's exams exams exams and more exams. Okay I get it. This is IB – so get over it. Well yeah.. but having something to look forward to gives me the motivation you know. *sigh* Don’t even know what I’m talking about now. Whatever… lets pretend I never even wrote this.