Helloooo ^^ I blog almost everyday now don't I? I think I am getting addicted to blogging like I used to back in those days :P Mmm.
Honesty Corner:
For the past few days I have really thought about my future. You know I was confused about my feelings for M1 and M2. I didn't know whether I liked M1 more than a brother. As for M2, I always knew that we had a fling, but after I cancelled our date yesterday, I feel like I've broken our relationship. Okay let me set things straight here. I feel like I need to talk things out to release all of the burden I am carrying :S Since I don't have a best friend at uni to share this with..
Here are my stories with M1 and M2..
I have known both of them for around 5 months now... although I met M1 slightly earlier than M2. Me and M1 don't have very much things in common, however we formed our friendship over this semester due to our frequent study sessions and having similar lecture classes. He eventually became like my best friend... if I ever felt lonely around university, he would be the first person I would call. He would tutor me via Skype and literally show me the calculations for chemistry. However I'm not sure why, but I felt like an older brother but at the same time, I felt like an older sister. Our age difference isn't that far so maybe that's why I feel that he isn't mature enough for me.. He's a great guy seriously... He's funny, caring and sweet at times however there is always something keeping us apart.
I met M2 via FB and although my first impression of him was a creep hahahaha but I was curious about him. We eventually started skyping and texting each other via whatsapp and I got to know him much better. He is a very smart and funny guy who was always there for me whenever I texted him. He even told me that he would charge his phone every night... so that he wouldn't miss any of my texts that I send him during the day. (aww). Although he told me that he would never say corny things, he was always actually subconsciously sweet to me. With M2, I didn't feel like he was my brother because as I have mentioned before, we sort of... had a fling... So, there were plenty of sweet moments during these 5 months and we couldn't wait to see each other for real. However, like any friendship.. we had many disagreements. Our views are often very different and this is what always stops me from going further than we were heading to.
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