Fate, Destiny and My Future Part 2

Fate, Destiny and My Future Part 2

Alright, so a few days ago I kind of told you brief stories on M1 and M2... How I met them, how I feel towards them and what I think is keeping us apart. Well this post is going to be on why I think something is keeping us that way.

I believe in fate and destiny. I believe that we are given a choice to choose a path, and through that path is our "already-made" destiny. I also believe in God whom has blessed me and my beautiful family and still continues to do so. He has done many wonders in my life and I don't care whether other people oppose to my view, but in my opinion, we live to serve Him. Sure, we have a life on this Earth... but it has come to me that the meaning of life is to get ready for the next. Yes, I also believe that there is a heaven and a hell. 

When my parents wouldn't allow me to go out to the city with M2, I was pretty angry and I laid in bed... thinking for a very long time. I grumbled.. thinking my life was not fair and etc. Suddenly something struck me. I realised that something like this  hasn't happened to me only once. Whenever I want to get closer to any guy, something will ALWAYS block the event from happening. Whether it's the weather, my parents or whatever. For example, with Kevin, our relationship didn't turn out right, with Frank.. there were always excuses for us to never work out, with M1, he is always interested in another girl.. and M2, well.. we have a huge difference in opinions when it comes to religion. You see, he is an Atheist. I don't think my parents would ever accept that and myself... I don't think I can be with a man who doesn't love God as much as I do. We would always argue in the future if our relationship became more serious than it is.

Now that I have thought it through, I believe that everything happened for a reason. God knows what is best for me. Only He knows, who is the best partner for me. So you know what... instead of fussing around and worrying about my future or worrying about whether he is the right guy or whether we will last... I will have faith in Lord Jesus because I know that God will take care of me and he will choose who is the best for me :) So in the meantime... I will keep my friendship with M1 and M2 and if we aren't fated to be together, then things will not work out in the end but if we are fated to be the best of friends, then I am also fine with that :) Ahhhh, feels so good to release all of that !!