Tired of M1 & M2

Hi everyone, sorry for the super late blogging. This week has been the most hectic week in my uni life ever (apart from intense exam periods haha). I have freaking assignments every week because of this one subject called - Reshaping Environments! Hoih. Anyway, I have a few things to express, and that's why I came on here to blog about it~

Firstly, I am noticing changes in my friendships. I am getting tired of M1 and M2 for different reasons. M1 happens to be an agnostic. He was sort of interested to find out why people become Christians and so forth. The problem is, whenever I tell him about God, he is always critizing every thing that I say. It gets really frustrating because you know, people out there always want evidence to back up the claim that God exists, and when they do get evidence, they reject to believe it's real. Like then, what evidence do you want? And to M1, it is realllllyyy frustrating that you criticise everything and doubt everything! You say that you dont believe we need to worship a higher being just to do good. Well guess what? All good things come from HIM. I am so tired that you know... So tired of talking to you that I am going to let you go. It pains me whenever you tell me all these depressing stories happening in your life.. and I know the answer to all of your problems.. The answer is JESUS. But you're so stubborn.. You say you are "open" but it appears to be otherwise. I guess you will only find out the truth after your life on earth. - - Apart from these, I am just getting tired because he talks to me in a robotic way on Skype... And I feel like I'm having to look after him all the time...

M2 is tiring me as well. Since we dont talk a lot all the time I am drifting apart from him. And today, I realised that he speaks in a mean/harsh tone on Facebook to make it seem like he isn't interested in me. But on skype and sms, he's all lovey dove and all this poop. I decided to put him under my restricted list on facebook so that he cant see my profile and statuses. I feel like I need a break. From both of them. So from today onwards, I wont talk to them first... I never get a good response anyway from either of them.

What is wrong with me? Seriously. I think it's a combination between tiredness from university, mixed with my sickness of flu and incoming moodswings from lack of sleep. Oh well. At least I still have my high school friends and new friends at uni.

Bye x