Is it wrong for me to miss on our past memories, too much ?

Don't know why I feel so depressing. I guess every day I come home from school, checking facebook, hoping that he's left me a message to wish me goodluck or something - But I find nothing . Even a little 'hello , I love you.' would brighten up my day. Then I find out that hes going to Jakarta and he doesnt know whether he's coming back to Solo anymore. And all this, I didnt find this through him telling me. I found out through his wall comments. He didnt even bother to tell me? That he's leaving to Jakarta?  Dont I mean anything to him anymore? –sigh- I mean , i remember all those past memories when you texted me every day and everynight , saying how you were thinking of me, and how much you wanted to be together with me. How you changed your personality after you met me. How you would look at me in class (and that made me nervous) and how we saw eachother for the last time, after you dropped me off at my house. How i lightly touched your arm, and said goodbye . And the way your eyes saw me for the last time, made my heart cry. I really miss our past. i really miss our memories. has time really separated us? has time really made you not love me anymore? -sigh. oh well. maybe we were never meant to be anyway. at least this time if we fade apart, I’ll be prepared and remind myself in the future , how he treated me. So that we won’t ever make the same mistake again of us being together.